i'm alone

2005-11-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

hais . wont be posting after this . maybe 1 month later ?

hmm . what to say ?

i hate today . hais .

i knew all this while i had been an extra. but there is no such need to say infront of me right ?

it hurts . really hurts norh . hais .

i just couldnt take it .

it might be alright to hear from some friend . but it hurts so much to hear from someone whom i treat as a bestie . hais .

but i am sorry for my attitude too . but i really cannot stand it .

2005-10-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

i am thinking about things .

i think . i had been pretty childish lately . acting lame . saying lame things . actually i dont face any more problems . i guess i had been happy . but i dont know . i at times still become zi bi .

ermmm . i want everyone who had problems to smile . because i smiled . but you all must live happily too . <33

i had been crying quite a lot lately i guess . hrmm .

2005-10-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

hais . why didnt you tell me your blog earlier . hais . i dont know what to do . i just cried . hais . look . the death is just joking .

we all knew you had problems . but we dont know how to help . it's like . hais . i dont know lah . you were stressed . sad . but you acted strong . happy . we all knew you werent happy at all . WE ALL DO . i seriously do . but we cant help . cause you aint going to be happy on the inside of you . hais . you smiled everyday . appeared happy . joking with us . make us laugh . but . think hard . are you really that happy ? NO . you are just acting .

i dont like your mask . i want to help . i dont want to see you sad . but .

i'm sorry i cant help .

i am useless .

but you're a good korkor . i want you to note . take care . cause i care . i want you to live on happily . i swear . <33

2005-10-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

ermms . peeps . live happily ever after kies . dont hide your sorrows . share . i will be there to care.

i love everyone .

i want to spend my time with you all . spend money with you all .

it's all too late

love ,
me .

2005-10-29T18:49:00.000+08:00

sians . long time no post le . peeps . i am happy okie ? no worries . SMILE . because i smiled too . i love you all.

enxin . jinger . aloysius . benjamin . jj . junda . huiyan . shuhui . wenying . chwanrong . christian . suzanna . junrong .

thanks peeps . for making me smile smile smile .

lex . poixin . michelle . regina . qiuhan . yunfang . chunhou .

thanks for caring for me so much .

peeps , thanks tons . going to miss all of you .

if i died the next day . dont cry . i left in a happy mood . everyone . smile and pray for me to go heaven . i love you guys .

if i died the next day . dont even shed a tear. i am no worth your tear. smile smile smile . please !!

2005-10-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for being so stupid selfish . i am sorry .

you're right . i am selfish . i just want to spend time with you all every single hour . that's me . hais .

but . without you all . my life is nothing . i dont have any joy . nononono. that's why i dont want to lose you all . i am jealous . of you all having to spend time together everyday . nononono . i am always alone in class. i dont have friends. at times i have trouble . i dont know who to turn to . then i found you all . i thought i would be happy . yes i had. but that has passed . i mean . i dont feel happy with you all . i tried to . really . but i cant fit in . you all talk about people i dont know . about games i dont play . about things i really dont know . cant blame me i dont know those things . hais .

i'm sorry for being selfish . i guess i am just plain jealous of you all getting to spend time together . work together . and stuffs .

I AM SORRY .

2005-10-25T19:14:00.001+08:00

since ying xuan does read my blog . erm. let me blog . LALALA~ let's have a post about her. she ah. dance pro skate pro . everything pro pro . hahahs. she taught me to SKATE and not WALK on the ice >< lol . so cute huh . then her LEG is so powerful . kick PIAK~ so high ! lol !!

actually i guess . what i really want to blog about is you all ?

i dont like the life we are leading now .

we used to go out in the afternoon and evening . i'm sorry if i was really the one who pulled you all out . but wasnt it fun ? we used to go enxin house benjamin house . played xbox . talked . then go to the balcony . sit and sing . we hanged out in causeway point as if we are supposed to belong there . we used to talked and crap . and embarrass ourselves in the public . we used to talk and share fun and joy that happened in class. we used to watch stars together. we used to watch tv together . we used to "fight" with cushions and the GYMBALL . we used to eat together. we used to joke and call each other names . we used to chat at night and conference . we used to play badminton - you all . we used to cycle around .

it was all fun . at least to me .

BUT NOW ?

everything changed so much . so so so much .

we aint playing anymore . no fun . no jokes . NOTHING ! just that during recess we sit together. but .

I DONT LIKE THESE .

i want to spend time with you all . say me selfish or what i dont care. but i want to spend more time with you all . but i cant work . SO I DONT LIKE YOU ALL TO WORK . because i dont get to spend time with you all . hais . people who dont work like benjamin huiyan . should understand .

we dont have fun anymore . we dont spend time with each other . we dont . NONONONONO !!

life changed so much . things changed too much . i cannot take it . i dont like it . NONONONONONO! !

I DONT WANT THINGS TO TURN OUT THIS WAY !! NONONONO !!

hais . people whom we go out together have changed. you all go out to work . with vivian apple . and the rest of the gang . ME ? alone alone alone alone alone . benjamin ? stay at home WITHOUT ANYONE TO CHAT WITH HIM . IT'S JUST SO SADDENING . EVERYTHING CHANGED . I DONT LIKE IT !! hais . suzanna ? no longer go out with us . NONONONO . i dont want !!

I WANT US TO HAVE FUN LIKE LAST TIME . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS !

can things go back ?

can we lead life like before ?

hais . sighs. things will never be the same =(

2005-10-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

2005-10-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

this blog is not going to have any posts till further notice. and that's when i can smile again . hais . i will put the url in my nick if i posted . hais . himhimhim .

2005-10-22T10:38:00.000+08:00

hrmpfs . i was looking at you for the whole period i guess ? hais . but . there is nothing for us to say . hais . look at who is talking to you . her her her . your gossips . your rumours. your stuffs. you dont even talk to me a lil bit . i felt so retarded just looking at you . and i avoided your look when you saw me looking . i really cant stand myself for being a coward . just sitting there and making myself jealous of what you are doing . hais . why dont you know ?

i cant believe i really had no friends in the class . i mean . i have . but they have own group of friends in class. i just cannot fit in anyone's group . saddening . i feel so odd one out . i dont have any bestie . or even a goodie. hais . it's like i am so alone . i tried my best to be happy. but at times when the class is in their own groups of friends . i feel so hais . i simply have no friends. i want to get out of this class i guess . even if i have jinger they all . i can fit in their group too . they are wild and sporty. i am not . they play sports . cycle. blade. i dont know anything . i am such a loser . hais .

poixin . i want to have my seoul garden meal with you again . it was fun that time . i really like it . i want to sit with you at assembly listening to the mp3 with you . i want to do everything we did before . like HEART ATTACK ? lol !

dear peeps . it's been a long time i talked to you all eh ? i guess i am too into my new GANG . or rather group of friend . i'm sorry .

2005-10-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

everyday look at you . the way you talked to them . the way you joke around. the way you smile at them. i am just jealous . i wanted you . i really do . but no matter how hard i try . you just dont belong to me . =( hais . you talked to people so much . but to me . i am like a stranger eh ? i simply dont like this . i really dont want to be a stranger to you . i dont want to be your friend either . i want to be more than that. hais . you talked to them . i really want to know what you all are talking about . i want to ! you go out with them . i also want to ! WHO KNOWS? no one . hais .

2005-10-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

>< good morning.
i still can remember june holidays always wake up early can see my dear xinfang online >< lol .
everything is okie le . me and huiyan patched =))

hais . the movie thing. sian . everyone like dont want to go . ><

2005-10-16T10:00:00.000+08:00

hais . i dont know what to say. it's like . if you were to say this friendship never started before . you are so wrong . think back . who played pool with you ? who treated you so many times ? who conferenced with you ? i cannot deny the fact . i am at wrong too. for showing you faces at times . but you ask around. i showed them faces when i am having moodswing too . i am a girl too . i have moodswing too. i also need to let things out right ? like i say . i have a serious DMS so my mood is always been this way . what to do ?

you said you dont care the reason . i think you still thinking the problem lies on me ? maybe some do . but there is one of the reasons that made me dont like you . you dont even care . i guess you think i am just another passerby in your life . are we friends or not doesnt bother you . cause you've got others. yeah . i agree. but i sweared i cherished the times when we were friends. it's not like we didnt had fun together . we did . and it was fun .

hais . i can tell you . i tried my best not to let him know how i feel towards you . cause i know . he is trying to help . he is hearing on two sides. it's difficult . everyone had a taste of middleman before. right ? i know . i dont want him to feel this way either . both are his friends . he wants to help both . but things cant be changed . i guess. thats what you say .

look. i didnt mean to sound as if i am pushing the faults at you . i know i had faults at too . if not why you hate me ? you cant possibly hate me cause i hate you ? that can be the lamest excuse i ever known . i am not trying to add oil to this friendship .

i say . you dont need to change for me . but either you want to change . it's for your own good . if i can find bad points on you . i guess everyone can . everyone who are close to you definitely can . even if you say my bad points . i can tell you . i am willing to change . cause you can spot it . i know others can too . if that made you hate me . others will hate me too . i dont want it to be this way . i am willing to change . for the sake of friendship.

i know you dont want this friendship anymore . you are letting it sink . but look . you are going to face me for 3 more years . unless you transfer . or i do . every weekdays we will see each other . accidently ? but what ? every weekday put on a face for you to be angry just because i dont like you ? i tried to hint to you . what i dont like about you . but you are still like this . just that you dont do it infront of me . cause you are afraid i am angry .

it aint easy for me to hide either . you too right ? you hang out with your friends . and i hang out with your ex-friends - you used to go out with them . i dont know what to do . at times i feel strange . i feel i dont fit in the group . they cycle they play badminton basketball . but everything i dont . i am lousy at sports . but they are enthu in sports. perhaps you are better than me to go out with them . i dont know . i really think i cant be with them. their strong points are my weak points . and i guess i dont even have any strong points. but you are different . you can do those things . not like me . so i guess. you fit into their group eh ?

hais . i dont know what more to say . hate me . everyone does . who dont . hais .
if you say i dont care about this friendship . i really wouldnt have cried . i wouldnt have cared if you hate me or not . i wouldnt want to change for you . but . i dont know about you. you hate me so much that you wouldnt want this friendship back eh ? then i have no comments.

2005-10-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

early in the morning at 8 oclock .
went play basketball .
with benjamin jinger jj. followed by chwanrong .
then we ate breakfast.
then aloysius came . then enxin .
we went benjamin house .
i became zibi . hais . no idea. i think no one cares. then nothing to do also . hais.
then went enxin house . watched white chicks . i cheered up so much . thanks enxin .
then after he told me that thing. hais . i think i really having moodswing .
we went eat dinner. i didnt eat cause no $ .
then went play basketball again at 881 .
then went playfround at 818.
then they waited for me . i went back took the whole bottle of orange for them ><
we went 834 . i bought my dinner. and buy them fries.
we went 852 . talked . ate.

hais. if you want to diao me . come on . i dont care a damn . CAUSE I DONT EVEN WANT TO LOOK AT YOU . fuck you lah. DONT MAKE HIS LIFE SO MISERABLE . COME FIND ME . IF YOU DONT WANT THEN DONT FUCK BEHIND MY BACK FUCK OFF.

FAGGOT

2005-10-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

hrmpfs.
didnt sleep yesterday ><
so tired. finished my art.
so ugly . hais.
went to cc.
suzanna came. then jj .
went enxin house take racket.
then went back cc.
went eat at 883. chicken rice.
bought slurpee. and i-weekly.
went back school for dance.
i am so damn frustrated.
raining heavily =)
i walked in the rain to cc.
so nice to walk in the rain .
they played badminton.
i sat there trying to sleep ><
went causeway point.
bought bubble tea.
sat at mrt there. talked.
until 7++ walk back.
aloysius and enxin went home.
i went to see stars. =(
then went home.

hais.
imissyou .

2005-10-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

TODAY was science.
IT IS SO DAMN HARD. cause i never study =))
teacher asked me i finished ? at 9.30 . is it too early ? i see choon han they all finished so early ><

went enxin's house . used her computer . LEX WAS SO CLEVER . HE KNEW I WAS AT ENXIN'S HOUSE . how come ?
then played XBOX.
listened to her IPOD. LALALA. laughed. zibi -ed.

went causeway eat ljs . =))
then walked walked . talked talked. sang sang . LALALA

went library . until 4++
went back cwp walked walked.

went to sing . at the place. ><
then walked home

MUST SEE MY HP !! i put back the COLOURED bands !! =))
SO NICE AND COLOURFUL =x

enxin . CHEER UP !! dont want to see you sad or in bad mood.
=))

2005-10-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

=))
literature was quite easy lah. everything just came down by my pen. i just write and write. did not know what i wrote . but anyhow lah.
then . dnt was difficult cause i never study . then anyhow write. lol . then we drew the thing. mine and choon han's was so small. howard's one was out of box . lol ><

went to enxin house. played xbox. snatched computer. played the ball. lalala.
went causeway eat. then bubble tea. HISTORY DOES REPEAT !! jinger stained her uniform AGAIN -_-" she cannot drink bubble tea liao. no fate . lol !!

then we wanted to go the place to sit. but raining. so we went to outside metro backdoor. then sat. then we went in pass through metro to go to the toilets. then that person say : please come again -_-" lol. WE ARE MAKING USE OF METRO . then we laugh so loud that the person looked at us and laughed . lol.

then me and enxin walked home . WE SAW SO MANY EARTHWORMS . got one even got blood one . EEK. then i shouted for fun . then she shout. then WE shout ! lol !!

<333

2005-10-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

today had geography. and math.
i did math so fast that i got so long to sleep.
geography paper was 2 hour 15 min. i finished with 30 min ><
then i looked up. EVERYONE still doing
then i rest.
i looked at jiarong and say : i finished the paper le .
LOL !! he give me a WAHH look. hahaha.

then after that went to lot 1.
met xinfang rubbish mei . kelly lily jie . zhiying maple freak !! =x
then they waited for me for so long >.< paiseh !!
then went to walk walk. the YELLOW shop. they bought erm . keychains ?
then went more than words. they bought . badge . i didnt buy anything i guess.
then took neoprints . SO HAPPY !! ONLY ONE NEOPRINT GOT ME !!
i tell you i really dislike taking neoprints liao =x
then we went walk walk.
then stop at this shop where kelly was watching the tv.
the programme was : wo he jiang si you ge yue . i watched it when i was young .
i was more interested in the CRAYON SHINCHAN below the tv. ><
lalala. then we went home.

we never watch movie =((
nevermind lol .

i went causeway . i saw this girl holding E530C . the phone i wanted to buy.
THE INSIDE IS SO UGLY . the keypad all that is SILVER !!
can believe anot ? outside so nice loh !!
>< never judge a book by it's cover. LOL
then i went to eat. ><
went home.

LEX KORKOR !! today ate very little. back to diet le . =))
HL chocolate milk
Lollipop
Chicken Rice
Chicken wing
Honeydew juice

these are food for today . no more liao =)) DIETING =x

2005-10-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

lex dont believe me .
so here i am again . to post my MONDAY 1o/1o/2005 WHOLE DAY FOOD LIST !!

morning
- chicken burger
afternoon
- honeydew juice
- cheese sausages
- mos chicken
- milk tea
- frozen straberry
- chicken wing
night
- curry puff

SO HEALTHY LOH !! =))
<333

2005-10-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

hey whats up people .
WE ARE B & B ! ! why are you all quarrelling amongst yourself. that's not what an association for. LOOK !! WE OUGHT TO BE TOGETHER . have fun . have sorrows ALL TOGETHER !! not to quarrel and giving black faces.

SOLVE THINGS IN CIVILISED MANNER . WORK THINGS OUT !!
stop critising each other . WE ARE MEANT TO BE FRIENDS !!

come on . huiyan . aloysius. YOU TWO !!
shake hand. SMILE . and BE FRIENDS !
it's easy. but it all comes from inside. WHETHER YOU WANT TO BE FRIEND AGAIN . WHETHER YOU TRUST THAT PERSON . IT'S NOT EASY but. you are going to see each other for 3 more years !! is it worth it to bo song each other for the rest of the years ? FUN ?
will you even be happier in that way ? having another friend is better than having another enmy RIGHT ? COOL DOWN !

lex =))
my bestest korkor !! GRINS !! lollipop korkor. ><

2005-10-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

i am here to post again. after reading enxin blog. i nearly laughed till u choked. SHE SO FUNNY !!

got one . is on cedric. and i decided i also want post on this DESPISCABLE guy who act and follow us like a DOG without thinking HOW MUCH WE HATE HIM !

CEDRIC . SON OF A BITCH. complained that aloysius hacked jd's account
WHY WOULD ALOYSIUS EVEN DO THAT WHEN JD GAVE ALOYSIUS THE ACCOUNT !?
THINK OF IT ! WHO WOULD HACK AN ACCOUNT THAT BELONGS TO HIM !?
YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS THAT JD NEVER GIVE YOU THE ACCOUNT LOH !!
WHAT MORE . IS YOU WHO ASKED JD TO GIVE YOU THE PASSWORD.
NOT HIS OWN WISH !! MAN !! GET A LIFE
I DESPISE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. PUSHING BLAME. DONT THROW FACE LAH !!
STILL DARE TO SCOLD HIM S-O-B . F OFF LAH !
IF THIS IS WHAT WE CALL FRIENDS ? WE DONT NEED YOU IN OUR LIFE. B & B CAN LEAVE ON OURSELVES.
WE DONT HAND OUT WITH PEOPLE WHO HACK AND PUT THE BLAME ON OTHERS.
ESPECIALLY ON INNOCENT PEOPLE !
YOU EVEN HACKED YIYAN'S ACCOUNT(HEARD FROM HER OWN MOUTH)
STOP ACTING INNOCENT AND WANT TO HANG OUT WITH US. GET OUT !!
PLEASE LOH. ONE LOOK OF YOU. I REALLY FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOU.
FRAMING MY FRIEND . CALLING HIM S-O-B .
YOU ARE THE WORST PERSON I'VE EVER SEEN !! COME ON. I AM SO WRONG . YOU ARE A DOG. NOT A HUMAN !!
YOU INHUMANE DOG WHO BETRAYS FRIEND AND WOFF WOFF IN FRONT OF US. ACTING SO SO INNOCENT !! YOU LOOK JUST LIKE A CRIMINAL !!
YOU MIGHT GET JAILED.
DONT CALL MY FRIEND A S-O-B OR DAWD AGAIN !! YOU JUST DONT HAVE THE QUALITY TO SAY HIM.
RELECT ON YOURSELF. DOG !! YOU DUMBASS !!
DESPISCABLE S-O-B . F OFF. I DESPISE YOU !!

sorry for the vulgarities. but this guy really made me so pissed off.

2005-10-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

HEES !!

yesterday went for dance. nanana ~
learn new steps. and i forgot ><
then went orchard . eat with my sister.
stayed there . drank vanilla frappe + choco.
eat curry puff.
lalala.~
went home at 12.
SLEPT !!
then today .
chinese paper zzzzz
was so tiring . that i anyhow do. then sleep
then paper 2 . mdm sabrina keep looking at me.
cause i finished the paper in 1 hour.
others still doing.
then i sat there.
i peeled my leg again. lol !!
then i lie on the table like fish.
no bone de. lol. keep rolling on table =x

then we went causeway.
ate drink bubble tea.
went secret place .
tio chase !! first time seh !! lols.
then went library. that ass librarian dont let us study on floor.
cause not self study period.
then we went mac.
full.
so went mos.
i ate mos chicken drank milk tea .
eat 3 frozen strawberry.
believe me . i brought 11 to school. aloysius returned me 2.50
i came home left 25 cents =)

COOL !
then we went to walk walk.
talked walked .
went home.
lalalalalalala ~

bought lollipops again !!
LOL
mento tomorrow morning then buy.

XINFANG !! TOMORROW COMING !!

=))

i think i only have 10 bucks leh.

=((
HAIS

i saw qiuhan today !!

hugs !!! hees. SO NICE !! SHE SO PRETTY !!

she said aloysius is cute -_-"
made aloysius bhb again. ACT CUTE KIA ! lols. !

GROGRAPHY TOMORROW =((

2005-10-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

today was like so sian.
cause no computer to use =(
spoilt. ><"
then woke up at 1230 !!
read labixiaoxin.
watched tv.
then went out.
met huiyan jj aloysius.
ate lollipops.
went to the multi storey carpark.
see them cycle.
went macdonalds.
eat.
then went playground.
lol !
someone wanted huiyan's number.
then we played.
there is this boy.
he laughed at jj because jj cannot catch up with him.
we all laughed.
then aloysius wanted to scare him.
but in the end.
the boy laughed .
then played the turning thing.
talked about escape.
then went 818.
huiyan and jj went off.
i went to the playground.
then aloysius came.
and we talked and eat lollipops.
and finished my m & m crispy.
then i went home.

=))
finally my brother sleep and i can use.
I LOVE B & B !!

xinfang jio me to watch movie !!!
with her and zhiying !!!
YEAH !!
I AM SO EXCITED THAT I FORGOT ALOYSIUS THEY ALL ARE GOING TO EAT JACKS PLACE !!
but i accepted . so sorry i cant go jacks place. !!
BUT WHO CARES !! =x
I AM GOING TO WATCH CORPSE BRIDE WITH XF AND ZY !!!

=x

lalala.

2005-10-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

today history paper.
was sian. i didnt know a lot of questions.
because i never study =))
lex gave me lollipops again.
WAHAHAHA!!
maths was easy but i think i am lousy =))

after that went CC .
they played badminton.
i played chess? and "soccer"
4++ went causeway to eat.
longjohnsilver rules. !! =x
went 6th floor.
talked.
until 5++
went buy bubble tea.
went to balcony.
talked sang played.
then suzanna left.
followed by enxin.
then jinger me aloysius.
was talking and singing.
lalala.
went home at 8+

SLACKED over. =)

by the way.

i saw chunhou .

dearest brother.

he forgot me.

i said HEY.

he looked at me strangely.

i thought i called wrong person .

=x

ITS HIM !! NO MISTAKE .

he forgot me le.

then finally he said hi ! =_x"

=((

sad. HE FORGOT ME !!

2005-10-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

today. =))
i was passing message to elaine !!
although she changed place and sit infront of me.
then had geography.
we purposely asked the teacher a lot of questions.
then science lesson .
we went out with mrs selvan.
and continued to ask.
until 915 we went back
teacher not happy but we very happy.
lalala.

after school went enxin's house =)
ate mento !!
then played xbox . >< i am lousy.
then laugh lala.
then went causeway point
drank bubble tea. i have drank for three WHOLE weeks. DAILY ~
walked walked .
went library . finished my geography.
drank caramel vanilla frappe.
too sweet. my sister can make nicer ones. =) but it's only 2 bucks. so forget it.
i miss going to starbucks to drink my sister's drink . =x

then we went to pasar malam.
walked around and bought food.
then we ate at the "secret place"
then got people come.
we changed place.
and started singing. from 5+ to 6+
=)
wanted to go CC . cause causeway there got a lot of ants.
but jinger's father coming.
so we accompanied her. then i went home =)

I LOVE TODAY

B & B RULES !! <3333

and yah. aloysius sick? LOL . TAKE CARE then ! =)

i miss my dearie chunhou brother. !! =x
so long never chat with him. FROWNS !!

2005-10-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

i blogged and all gone =(

anyways.

i was trying to say .

i smsed whole day.
and my phone card left 7 buck +

and i ate with jinger and gang. WOW COOL ICE COOL !!

then i went dnt.

fun.

cause benson korkor made a gun using waste wood.
then was " banging " everywhere.
lol. then terrorist lalala.

then he was hit by a waste wood.
then he squat there .

me : you okie mah?

he kept quiet.

me : hey.

he kept quiet.

THEN he BOOM me!!

xia dao wo. lol.

then i went buy lollipop then went home =))

had a nice chat with elaine . =)) she is the nicest girl i knew . SMILE girl =)

i love everyone. from WOW COOL ICE COOL . WINKS ~~ <33
and elaine =)

2005-10-02T14:25:00.000+08:00

hrmpfs !!

yesterday went to eat crabs !! =)

then went cycle !!

i tried . and SPOILT MY SLIPPERS !

damn funny lah !

><

then i decided i want learn to roller blade =x

hahahah.

okie lah going to study liao

my hands itchy went to peel my leg

the scar damn ugly ><

YEAH !! GOING TO GET MY BAG TOMORROW !! WAHAHAHAH =x

2005-09-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

i feel so bad.

my sister and her bf should be so damn disappointed in me. =(

I THOUGHT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO LIBRARY THIS WHOLE WEEK?

but what had we been doing?

is this what we wanted to do?

we didnt planned this right?

what happened?

=(

i am so disppointed loh.

WHAT 5 A1s.

i doubt none of us can even get 1.

hais.

sadden.

my mood is damn lousy. !

2005-09-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

today was mood swing until mad. =(

went for healthy lifestyle cheerfully.

then after lessons.

went eat.

i was carrying so many things home to study.

but they went walk here and walk there.

damn tired norh !

then i cant stand it.

it was only a file.

still need aloysius to take.

CAN YOU IMAGINE WHAT AM I CARRYING?

we shouldnt treat him like slave.

he aint our slave !

he is our friend.

not for us to bully.

i know he wanted to help me.

but i knew how heavy my stuffs were. as i carried it for so long.

but i continued to take myself.

because i know he is not there to serve me .

=(

hais.

was irritated by this.

and you said you want to go library.

but you all walk here and there.

then stand there dont want to move.

maybe your things aint heavy .

but mine is !

got think for me anot ?

hais.

was damn tired.

my shoulder damn pain.

='(

i am not rich.

but i want to share my joy with you all.

BUT I AM NOT HERE TO BE YOUR CREDIT CARDS

hais.

press money when you need.

even if dont need also press and keep with you.

hais.

2005-09-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

SZELING <333 everyone

GRINS

ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS

SMILE !!

<333

AND YAH

1/3 DONT DISTURB US LAH.

JEALOUS WE IN EXPRESS MEH?

HAIS.

LEX AHHHHHHH

SMILE KIES ?! dont sad. LALALALA.

WO HEN XIANG NI =x

and that aloysius is PIG !

=x

LALALLA.

sai loh he !

everyday SLEEP ! =)

LALALA

SORRY ABOUT THE LAST TIME POST .

NO OFFENCE .

I LOVE YOU ALL !

2005-09-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

=(
didnt studied.
went home at 8+
lalala.

pei them detention.
until 6.

then went jj house.

lalala.

my new brother !

grins.

PEC <3

2005-09-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday didnt sleep.

i was AWAKE for the sake of watching sunrise.

we conferenced until 2.30

jj me and aloysius

again at 4.

then i left home sneaking out at 4.45

reached aloysius block at 5

they cycled to lalala place. i dont know where lah. near custom that place.

hees. aloysius ride me there.

yah great.

and i tripped while walking.

i scratched my legs cause of his wheels. OR WHATVER. lol .

WAS DAMN UNBALANCE . cause of my sling bag? lol

we waited for dont know how long.

then aloysius said he last time see suset at there

I WAS . DIAO S !! sunset? how to see sunrise ! lol.

then we cycled back.

jj tripped while cycling.

we laughed so much loh. =x GRINS

jj and me sat under aloysius block.

then he came down.

then we went school.

copied homework.

i left school after recess.

due to allergy .but i told teacher i got rashes. because i want to go home and sleep.

then i went see doctor

slept until 4+

OMG ! lol.

then went to meet them.

aloysius jinger larrisa enxin junda.

then did the dog tag.

took my homework.

went to enxin house.

slept for 5 minutes.

then dont feel like sleeping.

so played .

UNOS

until 9.

went eat ROTI PRATA and drink ICED MILO

then went home =)

LALALALALA.

i think .

i lalalala.

i dream.

I smile !

<3333

2005-09-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

hais. i am damn disappointed in myself.
even jinger and enxin, thought they always go out, want to go home do homework.

and what?

i came home at 5.
stared at computer screen until 9.
then i started doing.

i really need to start reflecting.

my previous CT only got 1 A1 okie?

and i cried. =(

i thought i had reflected and changed.

BUT NO !

i still slack. and not study.

i've promised myself.

to score well.

let my mum be proud of me.

be the only child in this family who goes JC.

let my mum knows that dance wont interupt my studies.

and let her allow me to go to huey kuan.

BUT IF THIS IS THE ATTITUDE I HAVE TOWARDS STUDIES

I WILL NEVER SUCCEED !

i really know what i should do.
but i cant. =(

i hate myself.

AND YAH.

=(

i cried SO MANY TIMES.

hais.

LIFE IS SO ASS

FROWNS

2005-09-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

yeahyeah ! ><

slept at 5am. woke up at 9am.

COOL !!

><

conferenced from 12 to 4+

with christian. aloysius. enxin. jinger. ME

grins.

is sian.

and everyone was like going to fall asleep anytime.

THEN GOT LAME THINGS

aiyah. today skipped dance again =(

for the sake of going out with them.

in the end came home at 5.

so early.

LATER WHO CAN PEI ME WATCH STARS !! =x

SIANS.

=(((

i miss you DARN MUCH !

=x

LALALALA

i love everyone !

521 1314 3344 184

<33333

oh yeah.

i cried. =)

LING CRYS

=(

i misses you very much !

HAIS

2005-09-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

HRMPFS.

today woke up at 9 . so fun huh ?
=x then watch POWERPUFF GAYS !

GRINS.

did SOME whinny homework.

then went out at 3+ 4.

then went library met THEM

lols.

ENDING with ALOYSIUS JINGER ENXIN LARRISA DEBORAH AND CHRISTIAN? or whatev er. that flirt. i dont even care what's his name

=x

walked talked crapped laughed whacked kicked lala - ed

then went home at 11+

wahahhaha. =x

<3333

2005-09-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday was nice. =))
went to badminton court and WATCHED them play ><
then at 6+ we went to the 4th floor.
sat there and talked.
they spilled out a lot things in front of me huh !
lols.
then aloysius was cute loh =x
ACT CUTE de !
anyways. we chatted until 9+
then took bus home.
i missed one bus.
then aloysius continued to pei me wait.
so kind huh.
i hope he is okie lah.
hrmpfs.
WHO ASK YOU 7 OCLOCK DONT GO HOME !
WAHAHAHHA. =x
i am kidding.

no one is online to pei me talk.
i want to go out.
i want to study.
i want to prove to everyone .
despite my dance .
i can study well !
i want to prove.
i can do it .
although i havent started revising for any chapters.
i want to study.

by the way.
i've switched my friends group.
to qihua's people?
i guess so bah.
everyday go kajiao they all.
lalala.

i love you <3

i miss you <3

aishiteru <3

MUACKS TO EVERYONE !

2005-09-22T18:48:00.000+08:00

hen xiang ni.

aishiteru.

love.

2005-09-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

hohoho merry christmas.

PULLED a blackie face

hrmpfs.

was alone.

I HATE ZI BI

but what can i do.

nothing could cheer me up.

YOU

but

you wasnt there when i needed you

SIGHS

i hate my school.

i am learning a dance that i wont be dancing !

WHAT THE FUCK !

hais

sadden.

i admit my primary school dance teacher is bias.

but is bias me mah.

so i am not used to the treatment in this school.

hais.

I AM NOT ME

SZELING HAD DIED SINCE MONTHS AGO

I AM ASSHOLE STUPID ZIBI SAI

THANKS !

i miss you

2005-09-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

GRINS. currently addicted to pool. because of my dear daughter jinger huh !

yesterday slept at 2+ woke up at 11 today.

yeap =)

went for dance ><

i sprained my ankle or something cannot pend my ankle.

DARN PAIN !

hais.

then i slacked.

learned new dance =(

sians.

then went causeway point.

jalan - ed for 1/2 hr +

went eat with mummy.

went fushan .

met my daughter.

played talked crapped .

my ex-dear came.

played talked crapped.

took pictures of moon. ><

sat at swing.

PLAYED with candles ><

LALALA

I MISS WEIJIAN

i got homework not yet done =((

I MISS WEIJIAN !

AND CHIPMUNK !

AND DEARS !

FROWNS !

2005-09-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

today had been fine.

by the way.

we had went to library daily since tuesday.

SO SIAN.

by the way

today i sat with ashley jiarong and weihao.

we were like crapping.

and that fucking old idiot teacher came asking

GIRL YOU WANT TO SIT ON THE FLOOR?

i was like WHAT THE FUCK GET OUT !

nah. i am a good girl. i just shake my head.

ASSHOLE TEACHER

WHAT BERT KOH de !

AHHHHHh

PIGU

by the way dont let that affect me [=

we had a great time laughing for the whole period.

discussing whether my bobdog was a cat or dog .

and who can draw a better BOB cat. WAHHAHHAHA

><

because howard says my bobdog looks like a cat. =(

i know i CREATIVE de .

not until so cham bah?

then TECKWAI even say it looks like POLAR

just because he like polar. -_-"

then all well.

today singing ><

sian diao.

sang home.

then got one part. i was ZOU YIN

=(

THEN ONLY I SING

HAIS

PAISEH DIAO

then my face was RED

SIAN LOH.

i scored 9 9 9 upon 30. =(

WHATEVER

after school went causewaypoint.

makan MOS burger.

CRAPPED.

with marilynn qiqin jiarong and ashley.

ATE M & M s

lol. ><

2005-09-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

see . i am not here to offend anybody.

everyone says .

my blog my rights.

but do anyone cares?

once i wrote my heart out in a blog.

and what a got?

overwhelming response of people FREAKING just FUCK those WORDS at me.

WHY ONLY I GET ALL THESE?

YOU EXPECT ME TO TELL YOU ALL EVERYTHING THEN?

SORRY APPLE.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.

I STILL WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND

MAYBE I TREAT YOU COLDER

BUT THATS BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHO TO TRUST ANYMORE

EVEN LYDIA

I AM SCARED

I AM SO STUPID

I CANT TRUST NO ONE

WHO CAN I VENT ON ?

NO ONE !

EVEN THIS BLOG

IT IS NO LONGER MY FREEDOM !

MY LIFE IS TROUBLED

HAIS.

I HATE TO CRY

BUT I CANT CONTROL WHEN IT FEELS LIKE FALLING

I HATE MYSELF

I MAY BE HAPPY

WHEN I AM

I REALLY IS

WHEN I AM NOT

I CANT FORCE MYSELF TO BE

I AM NOT FAKE ANYMORE

I DONT WANT TO BE

AT TIMES I REALLY WANT TO CRY

BUT I CANT

I AM SCARED PEOPLE WILL WORRY

BUT NOW I KNOW I WONT

BECAUSE NO ONE TRULY CARES FOR ME !

2005-09-13T18:38:00.000+08:00

=) =( =) =) =) =) =( =) =)

that's my mood changes today.

i got my hanster le. =)

but very fat =(

but i still like MUST de mah. =)

i finally got to sit with ashley jiarong during recess. so long never crap with them =)

today i called my brother , lex. =)

after hearing dance start at 3.30 . i went causeway with elaine =)

drank an awful HONEY ice blended =(

went for dance and it was cancelled =)

went elaine house and played at playground and with hamster. =)

AND YAH

lala STOLE my dar dar. =(((

sadden.

FUCK !

2005-09-12T17:51:00.000+08:00

lets see.

TODAY WAS A CHEERFUL DAY

see the rain raining. but i am happy.

it's so different

today i laughed a lot.

LIBRARY

SCENE :

ashley pulled my rubber band off my hair.

i took jiarong file. threw in dustbin.

he threw my rubber band to the dustbin.

i ran after it

(it's not so funny afterall)

he drew his family tree to tell me something

but i try to scribble on his foolscap.

then when i drew .

he so funny. turned the page and drew again

then he only draw head (circle) . then i drew the body

then i drew the other side. is triangle then i asked how come your head triangle de.

he said is female.

then i started scribbling

then he tore the paper let me scribble.

then he drew another family tree on a new paper.

then i draw on the paper he drewing

then he laughed. AND BANG HIS HEAD ON THE TABLE

THEN WE LAUGHED!!! lol.

then i continued scribbling

THEN HE BANG MY ARM ON THE TABLE

LOL

then ME WEIHAO JIARONG CHWAN RONG ASHLEY KEEP LAUGHING !!! LOL

then we except jiarong and chwan rong. started SCRIBBLE AND SCRIBBLE

then chwanrong joined in -_-"

SO FUN

then i went to cwp.

jalan jalan.

with MARILYNN mei and QIQIN jie . =))

bought a PINK pen. actually want the BLUE one although not very nice . but no stock also. and the one on display no light de.

i come home keep playing x=

and yah

when i took the bus. i took 1 round. because raining heavily.

then i slept. when i woke up. it was MY STOP

i xia dao. then i pressed the bell -_-" when it was directly my stop lol

then i ran down from the front door after people came up ><

2005-09-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

and yah. i think i wont wear cap go out anymore.
haha. everyone looking at me like i am an alien
>< paiseh until siao x=

2005-09-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday didnt sleep. hrmpfs.
cause i scared today wake up late.
but in the end i cannot tahan. i slept at 3 to 4.
then used computer.
then slept from 7-9

i woke up. 9.15 le!!
=((
then i took bus there.
and that xiaoting was sleeping huh.
that pig. pangseh me.

then go there. alot people.
got people learn wushu somemore.
then i went to the block i used to go.

then went to the mamashop bought HL
drank. and felt like vomiting.

then i rest at the 'stools' thing at 338.
by the way, the chairs and the table i used to sit wasnt there le.
that time jj even treat us pepsi x=

then . because chunhou de friend is there.
then i paiseh. so never go play .
i just sat. and sms.

then i thought he might be tired.
so asked him to go home rest.
but i didnt realise that will piss him off.

BROTHER.
i really got go.
you dont believe me?
hais. i am sorry kies?
i really am.
take care and drink more water kies?

I AM SO SORRY!!
I REALLY AM!!

brother forgive me can?

i bought m & m
and kopi o

i must learn to like chocolates.
i WILL!

cause. brother and sister are alike.

since my dear brother like. i must also !

i will LEARN to like it !!

i WILL and i MUST !!

2005-09-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

<33333

i want see yunfang.

ahhhh.

she is the only mei who always call me jie.

who always chat with me when she is online.

know what i mean?

so come on.

all other mei(s) jiayou bah.

must win her kies? x=

YUNFANG. ni yao jiayou.

win the njrc for me! x=

<33333

i miss qiuhan also lah

love her also.

dont say i so bad.

MUAHAHAHAHHAHA

i earned a kiss from michelle.

MUACKS TO EVERYONE

have a nice day.

by the way, i kinda enjoy doing household chores.

next time you all can keep me as maid.

lalala.

i want watch movie.

and yah.

i miss zhiying. x=

xinfang

and kelly

and linxin

and yijia

and jiale

lalala!!

<333333333333333

2005-09-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

i miss a lot people.

dont know where to start

my day is just never ending

i miss you people

lihui
michelle
poixin
diann
anqi
xinni
chunhou
jianwei
junjie
jiarong
yingping
xinfang
kelly

no special feelings.

just want to see all of you.

i miss you all.

especially michelle and poixin and lihui. <333

miss those days. when will they come back.

tomorrow no programmes again.

i miss playing basketball.

i miss playing with you all.

i miss talking on phone for long hours.

my life is lifeless.

is no longer the same.

aishiteru

2005-09-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS THE WORST DAY OF THIS YEAR

I REALLY EXPERIENCED REAL zi bi de me.

I CRIED AND SIGHED AND WAS ALONE FOR THE WHOLE AFTERNOON.

STORY -

me , A , B and C were supposed to meet at woodlands stadium to go GYM.

then i reached at 12.02pm. seeing no one

i messaged A and B

"heys . havent reach ah? or pangseh me?"
12.02pm

A replied at 12.04pm
"HAPPY doing WITH C"

i was so angry. i walked to 172. HE DID IT ON PURPOSE? i dont know. i was so angry that i cried.

B replied at 12.40pm
"i'm not going"

I WENT TO 170 crycrycrycry. all i did was cry. i was just too upset.

i walked to 167 then to 166 then come back to 172 playground. i sat there and cry.

i didnt know what to do where to go and whatever. i just CRIED. thinking about him.

i seriouly hate him

i sat there silently from 12++ to 3++

i was all alone.

i had no one to turn to.

no one who understands.

no longer one to share with.

hais.

seriously no idea when i start thinking of ERHEM

i wanted to see him badly.

i went to 338. he usually plays basketball there.

i didnt see him. i think maybe of the rain?

oh yah if you didnt know, i walked in the rain.

then i walked to 400+

went to the shelter near 410 or behind 410.

cant remember.

i went there to play soccer with you before. so i was there.

I SO MUCH WANTED TO SEE YOU.

anyway. i am utterly disappointed with A.

but i still cried A LOT .

i think they preplanned.

THAT S WHY I CRIED.

i SHOULD HAVE WENT TO PLAY BOWLING WITH CHUNHOU KORKOR.

HAIS

LIFE SUCKS.

I WANTED TO DIE AND FORGET ALL THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

bad start nice ending.

went school without finishing my portfolio. x= hais. had to rush. went to healthy lifestyle. KEPT shouting WEIJIAN WO AI NI !!!! and JUNJIE!!! cause they rock. i want learn dance from junjie leh. so cool.!

then rushed my portfolio during science. cause mdm sabrina not in school. and recess. i always skip recess. asked choon han buy milo but was too late. bell rang. so i kept in bag.

d n t everything ask people help. i SUCK in d n t. dont blame me. lol.

then wait for weiren and jiarong. i saw lex. i called him xiao hei. he kinda ignore me. hais. =((

went seoul garden. SLURPs. fun . lol. although i ate very little. i am FULL.

next time must go with choon han ashley and sherman. cause they couldnt make it today. hrmfps! anyway. weiren is very er xin xp

YESTERDAY superstar WAS CRAP! lol

and yah. wei jian de BANNER stuffs very small. i want to CRY

AISHITERU MY ANATA. xp

2005-09-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

TODAY ROCKS!!!! so fun. xp

WENT to causeway point meet kelly jiejie and chunhou korkor . lol .

chunhou was late. AND HE STILL OWE US 500 PUMPINGS. xpp

lol. then SAW hweetian!!!!!

Lmao. practically CRAPPING

then we walked walked. TRYING to see who can we call. cause see korkor like very lonely. lalala.

then hweetian went walk herself. we went to 6th floor de staircase.
SIT SIT CALL people.

AND MANAGED to call mingzhe. xp

then we went foodcourt eat. SO FUNNY

WE WENT arcade.

lalala. played. I ENJOY BISHI BASHI lalala. korkor so LIHAI wor. xpp

then cannot find korkor. cause me and kelly played photo y2k then dont know where they go.

so we called his house. HE REACHED HOME -_-"

THEN we went to ice lemon tee.

there was this banana . i put it at erhem. then we laughed. then there was eggs. i took 2 and put it beside the banana. I WAS CHUCKLING. loL.

then kelly and me went to kfc.

you might think is lame and boring. but the details were fun!!! lol. especially when they crap. is like jiarong . xpp

anyways.

KELLY - so pretty. and BIANTAI queen! had so much fun with her. SHE IS TALL lol.

CHUNHOU - so cute. REALLY VERY cute! had to admit. lol. SO BIANTAI also. REALLY knows how to make people laugh xp

HWEETIAN - very pretty!!! and she is money spender? lol. BILLABONG = her aim. lol

MINGZHE - what to say. xp

BY THE WAY. yesterday i called yuhan CHIOBU in front of mdm tan. SHE SAID chio bu sounds so not nice. lalala. SO i wont use it AGAIN!!! lalala!

<33333 todaY!

2005-08-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

YIPPES!!!! xp

today was late. but never got booked. haha. class door closed. so i went to kaiyuan's class put my bag. lalala. who cares.

anyway. went for WALK instead of run. cause i dont want to SWEAT . haha. cause i forgot bring extra teeshirt. so kaiyuan accompanied me. lalala

reached school took my bag back CLASS. haha. then lo lala there. xp i meant chit chat. lol.

gave teacher presents. lolalala.

watch netball. although cant really understand but i still cheered for the teachers. BECAUSE IS TEACHERS' DAY!!

watched concert or whatever you call that. lol.

went back fuchun jalan jalan.

talked to mdm tan mr lee mdm tay mdm oh

spent time sitting on a chair CHIT CHATTING with mdm tan. so fun. korkor was directly opposite me. xp

JIANZHONG said i havent change. HRMFPS! lol. stil as cute right? they say i very violent. SAD. lol teacher say their school girls not like that. blah blah. WHO CARES! THIS IS ME! lol.

lalala. then saw him? so paiseh. xp lol. hrmpfs.

THE GUYS went home or wherever so early. like sunday . zzz

SO ASS. then i went eat.

the school hurried us out cause RECESS soon. so ying and me went to NTUC and jalan. lol

then went home.

yah!! when i saw yuhan. I TOLD HER. TECKWAI you mei you lai ! lol (translation : teck wai never come again)

lalala. then i laughed. xp

JIANZHONG you are so short. xp loL~

lola.! i LOVE you all~!!!

FUCHUN rocks!

1/6 RULES!

CHINESE DANCERS ARE THE BEST!!!

WOOOHOOOO~

2005-08-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

AhhHHhs.

sad. how can i forget you wor.

LOVE you so much.

hrmpfs!!!! ASHITERU.

lalala. had a nice chat with hweetian.

hope xinfang level up.

hope kelly happy happy. jia xin yao kai xin!!!

lalala.

dreams.

STARS rock!

lalalas. i love you!

2005-08-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

thanks dinah.
thank you.
for telling me.

so saddening.

but .

i really still love him.

2005-08-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

every night i think of you.
the dreams of you just cant fade away.
i'm waiting for you to say these to me.
the three words of my life.
but why wont you say it.
you know i need you to.
i dont know what to say.
but that.

i really love you.

time pass.
you and i are just the past.
how could i think of the past.
they have passed.
now is the past.
i dont think i need to ask.
you know why.
i think about you.
you know why.
i cant forget you.
you know why.
you surely do know.
it's simply because.
i love you still.

ashiteru.

2005-08-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

new blogskin!!!!
erms. the blogskin by me.

but putting it up is all

LEX KORKOR de CREDITS~

HIS EFFORT !
HIS HARDWORK !

THANKS SO MUCH!!!!!

2005-08-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

OKIE! I HAD ENOUGH!!! I AM NOT LESBO OKIE? YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME BETTER? NO LOH! YOU DONT. I KNOW MYSELF BEST. I AM NOT A LESBO! LISTEN UP. I AM JUST PLAYING AROUND ONLY! OKIE? I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU PEOPLE SAYING I AM LESBIAN. PLEASE LAH. WHY WOULD I TO BE? DINAH WILL KNOW WHY. FUCK LOH. SAYING I AM A LESBIAN. ASSHOLE. I AM JUST FOOLING OKIE? EVERYONE HAS VERY GOOD FRIEND DE MAH. IF WITHOUT THESE PEOPLE I WOULD BE ALONE.! PAI TUO!

NEVERMIND. i had enough i dont want to suffer. poixin. i hope you read my blog. really hope you understand how i feel. now i jsut want to be alone. it's not 1 or 2 people saying i am lesbian. is so many. even those very close friends say so. CRYING. sad norh. you call this you understand me? this is what i call real friend? very saddening norh.

poixin. i think. we should be very good friends. i cant take all these anymore. i'm sorry.

if you all cant take a joke. cant even play. FUCK OFF MY LIFE. i dont need you in my life. i had enough. this is simply too much for me to take it.

LASTLY

I AM NOT A LESBIAN~

2005-08-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun. i went out with sherlynn. lalala. spent 1 hour waiting for her in the mrt station -_-" late late late. haha. then went to kallang. we walked for around 45 min? we dont know WHERE TO GO. lol. then we went home at 6? WE REACHED AT erms. 3++ at kallang? THEN WENT TO INDOOR STADIUM AT 430 then we left at 6? wahh. time passed so fast. AND I SPENT 30 BUCKS OKIE? 5 on topping up ezlink. 5 on macdonalds. 20 on fc tee. xpp THEN I WENT TO MY AUNT HOUSE. HAD BUFFET~ yums. NICE!!! haha. then we played. until 12? then went home. I WAS WATCHING THE SHOW HALFWAY. THEN NEED GO HOME. THEN REACHED HOME. FOUND THAT IT HASNT FINISH. xpp

today went for dance. as usual. but i AS LATE by 15 MINUTES. but teacher never scold cause they havent started. anyways. i didnt eat anything. so bought a bread. xpp then so tired. then never dance properly . BLEAHS. then VERY HUNGRY. keep drinking people's water . xp then they SHOWED me the SKIRT for our modern dance. DAMN NICE. i LOVE it so so so MUCH!!!! really. then went to eat. YUMMY. then went home. i intend to study when i told lex i am going to . THEN I WENT TO DO HOMEWORK THAT ARE NEEDED TO HAND IN TOMORROW. WAH LAO. from 8++ do until 1130. JUST FINISHED -_-" now going to study. xpp BYEBYE

korkor. i will be happy. because i knwo you cared for me de. SMILES. but i LOVE being zi bi. you must know. zi bi = wont have to bother about causing problems and conflicts etc. xp

2005-08-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 630. then went school at 700. hrmpfs. abit too early for me. then went to sit with laogong. diann xinni and anqi. then lydia came. i dont know what to say. i feel so left out. i got nothing to say to them i realised. i feel maybe i am not so close. i guess i will become zi bi again. but i still love my laogong alot. [= she is so cute.

hrmpfs. then took chinese paper. hai hao loh. i realised i keep repeating the answers. but also dont know what to write. so WHO CARES. my results mah.
as if you guys care. okie. WHO AM I WRITING TO? nobody. cause nobody reads my blog. kinda only venting out my life here. hrmpfs.

anyways. then went library cause mdm sabrina not in school. then was sitting with dinah. then we keep laughing. xpp i sat facing him. then dinah keep laughing -_-"

then recess. went back class. then ashley took my SELINA. xpp then chase around the class. then i gave up. hrmpfs. went find diann. then i went back to take my selina. HE PUT IN ON TOP THE WHITEBOARD. i was laughing laughing laughing. I AM SHORT! cant REACH! dont intend to try. xpp then in the end he took it down pass to choon han and gang who was polishing their shoes. then i dont care. then CHOON HAN SAY. want put my selina into the kiwi. then they said something like CHOON HAN NI ZHEN DE NONG AH? wah lao i XIA DAO. ran there. and see. -_-" abit only lah. nevermind. WHAHAHA.

then went for d n t. teacher demostrating they playing. THEN WE LAUGHING. mr lai also laughed. xpp

then went back for geography workbook checking. hrmfps. HAD TO COPY FOR THAT BENSON ! then they went for NCC then HAD TO COPY FOR CHWAN RONG ALSO! haha. but nevermind. my answers all almost perfect de. benson's also. chwan rong's also. CAUSE ALL COPY MINE! AND I COPIED MY BROTHER's xpp SO ALL CORRECT. wahhaha! copy halfway then i got headache. VERY PAIN NORHS! then i went canteen rest. WAH LAO. PAIN LIKE MAD. i nearly cried. hais. then i went toilet. WANT VOMIT CANNOT VOMIT. TONGKU! haha. then went canteen again. hahah! THEN I WENT TOILET AGAIN. THIS TIME I VOMITED ALOT! OMG. er xin. xpp then i went home. SHOU BU LIAO. i was in the bus . very xin ku loh. FEEL LIKE VOMITING ALL THE TIME. then i went home. SLEEP. xpp PIG. then woke up at 6. then went EAT my breakfast lunch and dinner. xpp

YI TIAN YI CAN~ one day one meal. GOOD. sure can lose weight! YEAHS! *TWIST*

i love my dear dear dear LAOGONG. she rocks.! but i got no topic to talk to her anymore. NOT ANYMORE. i feel left out when i am with THEM. hais. they keep talking i kept quiet. maybe i am zi bi. HRMPFS. whatever. i still LOVE HER. i loved her once, love her still. love her FOREVER! xpp

2005-08-17T18:32:00.001+08:00

yesterday was laogong's birthday. after school saw her. [= then passed her the PRESENT. and WATCH her tore the NEWSPAPERS. hahahha! i was LAUGHING like mad. xpp then actually wanted to help her celebrate. but then anqi dont want. but nevermind. you must know. we dont blame you de. is just abit sad. but THERE's ALWAYS tomorrow! hahas. then went to cwp. cause apple need to MEET huiling for talking. REALISED huiling and teckhwee was so close. xp then actually want go shop with jiarong and *gang* . but SAW dear laogong and DIANN and XINNI at seoul garden. WAHAHAHAH. then actually only want go talk to them. BUT APPLE GO ORDER DRINKS. then they thought we eating too. SO HE BROUGHT THE BILL. he told us. PLEASE PAY YOU BILL. then apple looked. HER EYES WIDEN(not writing composition. it's real) haha. then SHE XIA DAO. cause 27.70 bucks. oh my god. so expensive. luckily diann got 20 bucks can lend us. then we paid. thanks diann. haha. then we ATE. i WANT TO EAT BACK WHAT I PAID. xpp then eat so much. apple so fast full liao. then they keep going toilet. LMAO. then got one time. laogong went toilet. come out then very hungry. then she eat eat eat. hahahah! SO CUTE! then they went home. APPLE LOST HER EZLINK CARD. then me and her went back find. cannot find. then about to go . saw michelle jie and zhijun. and they want to EAT. so we WENT LJS AGAIN! haha. then we eat and talk. UNTIL 8++ from 6 neh! hahas. SO FUN. i had great time. =]

laogong! hope you enjoyed your BIRTHDAY! MUACKS! <33 you!

2005-08-17T18:32:00.000+08:00

ai qing SHI dan chun de. xp
LALALA
just simply love my DUDY DUDY friends.

2005-08-15T12:57:00.000+08:00

hees! yesterdayhad so much fun neh. gees thanks apple mei and michelle jie.

i went for chinese dance as usual . yah! everyone take NOTE!!!! i got CHINESE DANCE EVERY SUNDAY. DONT SOUND SO SURPRISE WHEN I SAY!!!. xpp SIANS. then met them. lalalalalalalalalala. at chinatown >< then we went walk walk. BUT then chinatown got WHAT?!?!?! xp then we say want go michelle jie de house. then we went take mrt. then we BULLY michelle jie. HIGH FIVE APPLE! hahaha! <333 hahahaha. then she called regina jie. i keep calling her REBENA. xp then michelle talk talk talk. then we TALK TALK TALK. then in the end say want go TAMPINES. tada. we reached . SO LONG norh. haha. but nevermind. had so much fun. then EAT. FORCED TO EAT. xp hahaha! then walk walk. LALALALA. <33

SORRY LAOGONG. told you i didnt go. but i went lah. !!! agagagagg. i met them. lalalalal. BLEAHS! <33 you lah. always de!!! hahahah.

hey ah fang. when can i meet you and go out with you AGAIN?!
linxin ALSO leh!!!!
AND KELLY!!!!!!!!! xp

<33333333333333333

2005-08-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

bored by life.
what am i.? a thing you make use to know more friends.?
WHO do you think i am.
HOW you treat me.?
you really know i CARE?
you really do?

hais! saddened by life.
want to transfer le.
god bless me.

friday.
had to present the ipw. our hopteh.
i really appreciate my group for putting such a nice one.
thanks. especially howard when answering the question.
[=
then helped benson group with heir ipw poster.
vivian asked. why are we helping them.
=] i know the answer for me.
then i went home.
changed. and chatted with zhiying.
then i went lot 1.
bought present for zhiying.
then saw xinfang.
and then i passed her the present.
and then i was happy.

xinfang.
so cute huh. YOU LOOK SO CUTE.
haha. and thanks to jiale. you saw me.
i guess so right?
i saw her telling you over there.
haha. or something like that.
happy that i MET you!
finally huh. saw my cute meimei~
jiale.
thanks for that sentence.
make me 'FALL'
hahah! you also very cute leh!

SHOU BU LIAO.
why bukit panjang de ren.
all i know. all so cute ! hhahaha!

<33

i miss dudes.

2005-08-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

i think i am going to be jealous of her sooner or later.

i admit i am an attention seeker.

i want you to care.

the way you treat her.

make me so JEALOUS.

i have green eyes.

so what?

i thought you always treat me good.

you've CHANGED.

but i still love you.

<33

i miss dudes.!

2005-08-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

and yah. being a sucky person.

i need a suck blog with sucky templates

and sucky posts. so i am damn SUCKY.

ass off.

2005-08-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

i suck.

thats that.

i dont need sympathy.

ARGHS

2005-08-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

stars are so pretty.
just to make us happy.
always shining for us.
but hardly people realise.
people do see them.
people do realise them.
but how many.
just how many will care.
who will ask.
is the stars shining again.
of all people.
maybe only one does.
i may not be able to ask everyday.
but at least make an effort to ask once.

STARS.
part of my life.
like my guardian angel.
just that you dont know.
i know you're always there.
shining brghtly for me.
guiding me home.
giving my hope.
brighten my day.
lessen my stress.
and make me love you more.

2005-08-06T07:41:00.000+08:00

lalalala. fever fever just left me. left me in a siao kia state. happy happy happying siao. i am like a mad girl today. lolalalolalalolalolahey. lolalolalolahey~! lol. xinfang told me to blog. hahaha. so i am a good girl to my mummy. i meant meimei . lalalala. fever until head spoil. spoil lala. no lah. everytime spoil de! woohoo! <33 my xinfang meimei. i meant mummy. nah is meimei. BLEAH. lalalala.!

2005-07-31T12:46:00.000+08:00

i wonder. why i like you.? hrmpfs! certainly no idea. i just know.!
it was when i was down and my life is nothing. you've appeared. brighten and light my life. the only star who guide me and lead me to joy and happiness. but it ended so fast. the star left. i am once again. lost and upset. i've been searching for that star. it left. and never came back again. the star that made me happy. never came back to me again. CRIES!

There's a place in my heartThat I keep for someone specialMemories forever true to meTake me through those tougher days
Suddenly I found in youAll the joy, the smiles and laughterAll the hope and love divineAlways you - you on my mind
I always knew - there would be the dayWhen I give my heart awayTo the one who'll always keep me safe and warmIf I should go - I won't ever forgetThe special days, the times we hadAnd no matter what - whether winds of changeYou will always be - Uniquely you...
...In my heartWhere I keep my little treasureIt's a time I always turn toIt's the place where you're by my side
I always knew - there would be the dayWhen I give my heart awayTo the one who'll always keep me safe and warmIf I should go - I won't ever forgetThe special days, the times we hadAnd no matter what - whether winds of changeYou will always be - Uniquely you
There's a place in my heartThat I keep for someone specialIt's a time I always turn toIt's the place where you're by my sideYou're the special one - my only'Cos it's you - Uniquely You

2005-07-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY~
early in the morning. STUPID ASSHOLE TECKHWEE hit me AGAIN. GOD BLESS ME HE WONT HAVE ANY CHILDREN! i am going to CUT off his ***** sooner of later. THAT SOTB.! ARGHS!. i WENT out of the CLASSROOM stamping AS LOUD AS I CAN!!!!!!!!!! I WAS SO ANGRY!!!!!!!! i HATE THAT IDIOT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then I LOVE MUSIC LESSONS! had fun. but when benson talked so loudly (kind of scold) at me at one time when practising REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES. my eyes. WATERY. i realised i CRIED. SADDEN. i really cannot control~ when i sang along. i was sad. AHHHHHHHHHS!
then after that went watch she's on duty. not bad. just that need to read subtitle. haha. THEY USED TOO MUCH FUCK~ lol. then went dear's house. watch her change . then she came my house. then we go MAKAN. then saw dasao and korkor. and saw LAOGONG. with another guy!!!!!! ARGHS. lol. xP then went meet with other dances. went watch the FESTIVAL OF DANCE~ yeaps. NICE~ *claps* big difference with PRIMARY SCHOOLS. loL. then we took school bus back! me dasao laogong and dear. WERE FIGHTING.SO FUN~ lol. LALALALALAS. SHANG HEN LEILEI~ lol.
laogong. not i dont want help. i dont hit GIRLS de.! hahas. sorry~ LALALALas.

today. early in the morning. went see doctor. hais. my mum forced me to. then the doctor say. no medicine got use le. then say. need to go HOSPITAL to do surgery. i CRIED. REALLY CRIED. i was SCARED. i admit i am TIMID. i was really scared. i CRIED! hais. i scared i am blind. and no longer can see. i am scared. i am vain. i am scared that it will leave a scar. i dont want you to see me ugly. i dont want you to see the UGLIER me. that's why i am scared. hais.

2005-07-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

poixin LAOGONG. actually when you say you want go eat. i already want sleep le. ahhahah. just want to di siao you xP i got homework to do. so today must sleep early. tomorrow go school copy. wahhaha! i love you laogong. DONT XIU DIAO ME kies? if tomorrow you bored. come my house bah! whahahha. xP i tomorrow recess then go find you kies? hees. LOVE you always. muacks! <3 ai ni 184.i will have my sweet POIXIN EATING LOLLIPOP dream! wahhaha. hao lah. GOOD NIGHT ke ai + CHIO de LAOGONG. hees. muacks!!!! <3

2005-07-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

i am so fed up! ARGHS! today has been so unpleasent. i went shcool. realised i never bring the whole BAG of sweets i bought the day before. and also dear dear de chocolate! ARGHS. then i walk to school with HAILING jie. i realised she dont seem to know how to walk to school. haha. my cute little jiejie. so funny. >< then school was fine. until the MALAY village trip. ARGHS! we took bus go. i was so excited xp then turn out so hot~ aiyohs. then jiarong said teckhwee nowadays very unlucky. if touch his shoulder he sure angry. then jiarong go annd tap. then he want to hit him. then i was like stopping him. who knows. WTF ! he hit me norh! cB kia. tmD . no guys in class hit me de okie!? I AM GOING TO IGNORE HIM FOR LIFE. wah kao! then we went to the place outside the hall. then there got chairs. i went to sit. then THAT STUPID IDIOT TECKHWEE come kajiao me. he say all stand over there. I WAS SO MAD AT HIM!!!!! I STAMPED MY FEET ON THE GROUND AND SCOLD HIM : NI JIN TIAN MOODSWING AH! AHHHHHHHH. i cant stand him!! he sUCKS! wah lao. then we walkwalkwalk. then we went shopping centre. i had fun playing a fool xP whahahha. then when about to go back. TECKHWEE bought me a LOLIPOP~ xp. then that jiarong say i dont like the coke flavour. only like APPLE. then he bought ANOTHER one!!! omg. i was kinda touched nah xP then i told jiarong. ACTUALLY I PREFER COKE~ lol.

ANOTHER thing that made me angry is.!!!! SOMEONE SLAPPED MY MEI~ CB~ FK NAH! YOU KNOW HOW GOOD I TREAT MY MEI~ EVEN I CANNOT HIT THEM. WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO! ASSHOLE!!!!!ARGHS!!!

poixin. i LOVE you. miss you so much. MUARKS. stay happy. SMILE kies? [=

2005-07-26T02:31:00.000+08:00

jiarong di. erms. maybe i am more than a jie bah. cause i am a GOOD jie. agree mah? i treat you so good. because you are just too cute le! haha. i must thank you everytime make me smile and laugh. you are a good didi. [= take care lots. dont forget my lollipops. xp

sherman di . haha. you ah always bully me. aiyoh. so bad boy. next time i pinch your face then you know . xp haha. take care lots too. [=

howard di. i was so happy and shocked when you say i am your kor today. i thought after that incident. you only treat me as a friend. [= i am glad to be your korkor! xp take care kies? charcoal must stay happy kies ? haha.

kenneth di . hardly talk to you le. so long. hrmpfs. time changed . people changed. everything changed. we've changed schools. drifted apart. hais. hope to see you online more often. talk to me more kies? take care. [=

qiuhan mei. i am so happy i saw you on friday. but didnt had time to have a long nice chat with you. hees. i love hugging you. so nice. and cozy. xp haha. next time i hug longer can? haha. i still remember our past. so fun and cheerful. we were so childish then. haha. hope to play with you soon. x= haha. LOVE you <3

deborah meimei. we so long no talk le. why nowadays no see you online. hrmpfs! hope to see you soon. and catch a movie with you. [= so long never le. last movie was. THE ECHO~ haha. not bad lah. haha. enjoy catching movie with you. hees. LOVE you <3

shuhui mei . we hardly talk . DONT forget i am you jie hor .! haha . hope we can play together next time like our childhood past . haha!. always see you smiling . i am happy too . take care lots kies .? LOVE you <3

jessie mei . since that incident. we hardly talk le. right .? then now abit better . hope we can talk more . i hope to do my duty as a kor. xp haha . see you around in school . take care . i love you <3

belle mei. you also. since that incident. barely talk. hrmpfs! hope when you online you can talk to this lonely korkor. pei her talk talk. [= you must smile more kies? dont always angry .! take care . LOVE you <3

marilyn mei. so pretty de huh. always see you smile. if you like got problem. must talk to me about it. must stay happy kies? cause you smile very pretty. haha. hope you dont forget me. love you <3

yingping mei. APPLE. slurps. happy to see that you on good terms with huiling le. [= hope you happy always kies? be a happy apple. smiles. hees. [= take care too. hope you STOP sleeping in class. love you <3

yunfang mei. i really enjoy chatting with you. always.! yeah. you were so cute. although never see you before. everytime i chat with you. i know you must be very cute. KE ai de ni. your face appear in my mind as a cute little girl. [= take care lots. and i hope to see you . LOVE you <3

xinfang mei~~!!! hahas. i really like talking to you. you are so cute. and i must thank you alot for always crapping with me. i hope you will share your problems with me. dont sad sad. or else. i also. hrmpfs! take good care of yourself. and i miss you alot!!!! hope to see you really soon!!! i will give you more and more spaces. since you like it ~~
wahahha. lazy le. ahahha xp hope to talk to you more. LOVE you~!!! <3

2005-07-26T01:44:00.000+08:00

i feel so. hais.

poixin laogong. how have you been? it's been so long since we 've chat. since i saw you. i miss you alot. LOVE you. <3 hope to see you soon. and i want to know how you've been.! hais. why i feel i am always left out when you all talk. i mean. i hardly understand what you all talking. i am like. OUTDATED. hais. i dont want to be an odd one out.

michelle jie. dont sad ah! arbo i also sad de. and dont do foolish things again. if not i will bite off your hands. not worth it de things. just let it go. dont hold on. dont hurt yourself. you'll find a better one . i dont want to see you sad and depressed. i love you~ <3

lihui jie. it's been so long since we've talk. real long. maybe it's just your exams. i hope the coldness between us will end soon. i feel so strange. i feel so guilty. about the stuffs in the past. i cant get over it. i feel that we are fading apart. we barely talk now. real bare. hais. i love you too. <3

regina jie. today i first day greet you in school. you were so cute. ! my ke ai de jiejie! we hardly talk also . but when we do. we crap alot right? REGINA ang kuku xp hope to talk to you more in schools. [= love you <3

hailing jie. we dont talk very much. but i do care and concern about you. you must take care. you seem so down. i also dont know how to comfort you. cause i suck at comforting others and conselling and those things lah. but you must take care of yourself. love you~ <3

kelly jie. we different school. but our hearts are together right? maybe you still dont know. but i get to know you through a special person. not xinfang or anybody. it's just a HIM. yeah. he's the light which leads me to you. which make me so curious who are you. and make me want to know more about you. now that you are my jie. i cherish you. i hope to see you soon ! LOVE you <3

yijia jie. we went to different schools le. it's been so long since i had a good chat with you. hope to see you soon and have a nice chat with you. like the one we had in the playground. it was fun. i miss you. LOVE you too. <3

linxin jie. i enjoyed the day i went out with you. hope to go out with you more. really like your cute face. your hairstyle. and most importantly YOU. yeah . i miss you so much. we barely talk after the holidays. maybe is homework? hrmpfs. i love you <3

qiqin jie. i hardly talk to you since we are in secondary school. probably is because see you have new friends dont want disturb your fun life. so . never talk so much. hope one da we can have a nice chat together . i love you <3

lydia jie. we always share the joys and sorrows together. maybe only you. you hardly hear me talk about my life. i am abit narrowminded. hrmpfs! i like the way you are. your character. personalities. and everything about you. you are SPECIAL. your personality is SPECIAL. which make you a SPECIAL person. yeah. i love you <3

gabrielle jie. we hardly talk. i havent seen you for so long!! since my p5 or p6 advanced or outstanding leadership camp. wah. so long le. haha. but i still got your contact! yah. but we havent meet since then. hope to see you soon. haha. the pretty you~ yeah . love you <3

chin yee korkor. sorry kor. i like abit neglect you. but is like i am not the same le. i am er. so lazy. and i cant think of anything childish to crap le. unlike the past. when you and me always talk and talk and talk crap and crap and crap. miss those days. when i was the cheerful old me. not this zi bi me. xp i miss you. havent seen you since the day i went to see doctor. haha. love you~ <3

jianwei korkor. so long no see you le. miss you so much. heard you grow very tall very handsome le . haha. hope to see you real soon! yeah. going to miss you so much. hees. [= i enjoy talking to you. it was fun. [= take care lots.

benson korkor. haha. you ah. so lazy. everything ask me do! arghh~ then my one KNS. hrmpfs! ahhah. nevermind . [= take care hor.! dont fall sick . hope you dont keep everything to yourself. whatever it is. i am your mei. you should share things with me de mah. ahhaha. xp

chwanrong korkor. haha. sorry i always beat you. but since you dont feel pain. i shall continue to whack you. this metal~ xp thanks for always pei me talk wahhaha. i enjoy stepping on your shoe. so fun x= take care hor! haha.

ken kor. it's been so long since you talk to me. i know that you ar eupset. but i am still your mei right? hrmpfs.! really hope to talk to you more. and i dont want to see you sad anymore. really. take care kies? [=

chun hou korkor. never see you before . but yanping say you are short. xpp ahhas. hope to see you if possible lah. thanks for always talking to me. and CRAPPING with me. i enjoy chatting with you alot. take care hor!

2005-07-22T04:04:00.000+08:00

i promised myself i am really going to throw the television out of my house if derrick didnt win. LMAO. and he did~ yeappies! he rocks! yeah yeah~ lalalalas. hahas. hrmpfs!

anyways. today was so tiring. i slept. so long. hrmpfs! then wake up just to watch the result. and now i havent finish d n t. nevermind. i miss you.

i was thinking . so many things.

2005-07-20T19:06:00.000+08:00

3 things i want to say today.

1. i dont like jiarong. he is my gan di. my best di. the one i dote on most. but i dont like him. i only treat as a gan di~ REALLY. dont making a fool of yourself saying those things~ -_-"i treat all my god siblings very good. and thats it!

2. i dont like teck hwee either. instead i hate him loh. he is just making a fool of himself. dude. get a life. stop disturbing me. find someone else. i like another person. STOP irritating me. be TRUTHFUL to yourself. you like huiling GO find her. if you like shixiao GO find her. stop acting like a FOLL infront of me. it's makes me angrier! i hate you! GET AWAY!

3. i have someone in mind. not the 2 of them. STOP teasing me! stop all this nonsense. i HAVE enough! i dont want to hear anything. i only need him !

poixin. i miss you. why never come dance. sad. wo ai ni~ hao xiang ni lohs. hrmpfs.

2005-07-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

i cried. because i see you all so sad. i feel bad. as in i dont know how to help. i seriously have no idea how to. i suck i think. please dont shed tears no more. control. hold on to it. and only let it off when you know it cant be held no more. hais.

tears. hard to be held.
let them go for once.
and tell yourself.
i will not collect them again.
i let them go and i dont want it back.
i cried once and wont cry again.

ling love all of you. dont sad no more. i love you guys .

i am always there for you all.
dont sad because you must know.
you all sad i will sad.
so please be happy.
you all cry and i cry too.
i beg you all please be happy.
people who see my post.
please know. i dont want be unhappy no more.
but i cant.
because i share my joy and sadness with you all.
i want you to do the same.
dont cry no more.
know that i love you all.
cry no more. sad no more.
unless you want me to do the same.

i sighed. because you did so. i cried because you did so. i am doing all these because i want to share your joy and sadness.

2005-07-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

not going to blog till i finished my blogskin. around a week bah. i am so lazy. i have alot to say. but hais.

2005-07-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

ermms 3 dae no post le. start wiif thursdae barhh.
thursdae 30/6
hahas. gort nthh better tuhh do. sch was fiine. everiitiin was nort badd. dhen after sch. erms. derh class com hadd tuhh go giive flyers tuh evehhriie buiildiin. we aiint supposed tuhh go. buart we still gort dhere. ahahs. cosh elaiine askedd miie whrr ishh 701-710. dhenn ii sae near muaii hse. sho ii nowe dhey r goiin dhere. dhen miie ashley n jiarong didi wen tuhh pay dhem a "viisit" lols. on muaii weii. ii osaw ernest n gangs. erm 1/9 de class com. dhen dhey askk mie whr ishh 600++ wahh . 600+ oshho duno ahhs. aiiyo. lols. dhen ii told dhem. n contiinuedd muaii weii. ehehs. dhen we rchhed. buart nv c dhem. shho we cor dhem. dhey sae dhey at 888 dhere. cosh mii lu . lols. ii was lafiin muaii head off. aniiweiis. iif shensong's blk. how can elaiine nort noe. lols. dhen derhh 3 urf us jushh went tuhh plae swiing. hehes. dhen raiiniin marhs. ii diid sth damn stoopiid. ii went tuhh put muaii bag bsiide derhh swiing. wtf? jiiarong shho cleverrliie wen tuhh put hiis underr derhh sliide dhere. gort cover~!!!! lmao. ii was lyk er? lols. dhen ii jush leave muai bag dhere norhhs. ahash dun care. aniiweis. after dhat we wen tuhh fiind teck hwee n choon han. chaiirmehh n treasurer. dhhen jiarong took sum flyers frm teckhwee . n of we go n plae~ lols. dhen we wen plae swiing agaiin. lols. dhen wen hme. LMAO ii nv briing keyys. arghhs. dhenn cor sis nnorhhs. haiis. dhats one dae over.
friidae. 1/7
peaceful skool dae. hrmpfs. aniiweiis. hadd d n t on dhat dae. ii was omos faliin aslp. after skool wen cwp walkwalk awhile dhen go hme le. nthh muchh.buartt hadd a niice chat wiif ken korkor. =]
saturdae 2/7 tuhhdae
wen ferr flag dae. ermms. hadd funn narhs. dhat aloysious n benjamin rite? erms. nort sure larh. nort muai clas de. aniiweiis. dhey were damn it funiie. lmao. make miie shho DIAOOS. arghhs. ahahs. dhen dhat aloysious playedd a fool urf hiimself. he sae wanna maii shen. hahas. he meant sell voiice. but ii told hiim sell bodiie. =x dhen he stand on staiircase tuhh siing tonghua. lol. evehhriieone lukk at hiim. we were lykk err we duno hiim lol . dhen dhat benjamiin. shho cute norhhs. xD hahas. aniiweiis. after dhat wen walk walk wif muaii jiejie n muaii cousiin . hehes. bought over 100 buckks wiif muaii jiie tuhhgatherr. each ard 50 barhhs. ahahs. ii bought a dress n shoe. carn bliive ii actualiie bought piink!! haiis. iishh coshh ii bought derh dress whiite wiif piink dhen vehhrie niice. shho ii bought a piinkiish white shoe tuhh go wiif iit. lols. ii walkedd until leg paiin. dhen kiip complaiiniin. muaii jiie n muaii cousiin lyk no feelin tuhh shoppiin. ii realie cannort tahan shoppiin ahh!!! lols. saddeniin. m ii a gurl anort. lols.

2005-06-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

hiie bloggiie. miis miie bohhs. siiao ahs. sii zii bii~ aniiweiis. tuhhdae gort chiinese dance. ii was lyk slackiin n slackiin. coshh ii realiised sec 3 all nort vehhriie attentiive. n we seems lyk aiint scaredd urf dhem. duno larhs. alort peeps oshho slackiin marhhs. dhen wo jiiu na yang lorhsh. hahs. dhen staedd bckk tuhh tchh derh da sao n gang. lols. da sao poixin. diann an qi n xinni. dhhen dhey kiip laf.laf. laf. dhen ii kiinda piissed urf lydiia . but shhe fake de narhhs. ahahs. xD ii gues sho barhhs. dhen ii cum hme bathe le jiiu slp liiao. until 11+ dhen wake up. arghhs. shho ppiigiie. xD dhen ii ferrgort gort hwkk anort le. dhen ferrget iit. ii tmr dhhen do. ahahhahas. =x
ermms. ii realiised ii miis xiinfang alort le. xD lykk vehhriie long nv tokk le. real long. shho saddeniin. haiis.

2005-06-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

ermms. hahas. hehes. aniiweiis. tuhhdae wen tuhh sch as usual. omg. derhh tchrs were shho gudd. hahas. math periiod was funiie. pe was lame but ii laf lykk siiao xD . recess rawkks. ahhas. although ii diin fiind zii bii. lols. ryte taniia?art sarkks. but ii slpt dhere hahahs. eng was fun. tchr let us hav 20 miin free . n we were lykk siiao giina. hahas. n we diin hav HWK . yiipes. dhhen hcl was fun tuhh. hahas. coshh no hav lesson.~ 3 cheers. dhen assembly. was damn tiired. managed tuhh nap abiit. erm ard 15 miin. dhen woke up. ahahs. dhen yawn yawn yawns. dhen dhat stoopiid joel askk miie whiie ii shho loneliie. ii was lykk err? lols. dhenn after schh he askk miie agaiin. ii was lykk shuddup larhhs. dhen laf laf laf. lols. dhhen dhat sherman huhhs. ferr no reason cum hiit miie. hahs. dhen ii hiit hiis head. hope he nv grow up agaiin LMAO~ dhen after sch. wen hme. dhen bathe change. wen mit liinxiin n gang. lols. linxin chubin serene n yinghui~ lmao. dhen we wen more than words. walk fer duno hw maniie thousands urff rounds. hahas. dhen walk walk. go hme. ii wen cwp eat. hahas. ZI BI AH~???? yarhs. siian. arghhs. dhen cum hme plae ms~!!!! jw korkor gort plae wor. shho huaii dan. nv do hwk ahhs. ltr ii piiak eu. aniiweii. hahas. hadd fun playiin ms. acktualie iishh hav fun chatiin wiif korkor. n playiin wiif ms de emotiions -_-" hahas. dhen he askk miie organiise gatheriin. ii was tiinkiin. whiie carn eu do iit? lols. buart kiinda envy 6e de stoodents. dhey oweiis hav gatheriin. lyk fun hor. we 6b kns. lykk duno how maniie assliie monthh nv c eachh othha le. except dhose hu we hang out . at least catch a moviie. ahhas. aniiwei. jushh wanna sae. ii dun wanna organiise. cosh ii noe when ii does. peeps dun cum. ii jushh wanna hav small chiitchats wiif muaii gang. hahas. ii miin better fwen barhs. iimran whenn r eu gonna plae bball wiif miie. eu asshole. lols. friik eu~
aniiweiis. ermms. lihui jie. ii'm sry ahhs. diin realiised dhat until eu told miie. ermms. duii bu qii. n sry diin griit eu tuhdae. sry sry sry~
n tuhh all dhose takiin o lvl de~ jiayou worrs. wrkk hard. n gudd luckk. hees.
ermms. ah fang meii . hope tuhh c eu soon. ii carn watch wiif eu guyys. derh iinitial D . hrmpfs. cosh ii gort schh. n cca. sry ahhs. ermms. nxt tym miit eu ferr lunchh or anitiin kiies? hees. lurrhve eu oweiis. muarkks.
erms. zhiying ahhs. eu ahhs. better slp earliie ahhs. ltr derhh nxt dae slp whole lesson. xD
ermms. yunfang meii. thkks ferr all eur testiimonial. muarkks. lurrhve eu.
linxin jie. thkks ferr tuhhdae. =] hees. lurrhve eu lort. muarkks.
dhats all barhhs. n tuhh all muaii dear darling siblins. takkaiires lorts. lurrhve eu all~ hees.

2005-06-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

ii saw a blog. iit touches miie shho damn muchh.
diid eu lurrhve miie iin derhh 1st place. whiie diid eu make miie lurrhve eu shho muchh n dhhen leave miie. whiie diid eu left miie hartbrokenn. ermms. mabiie ii've once thot urf dhiis questiion bferr barhhs. ermms.
when a person lurrhve eu. heshe realiie does. when dhey dun. dhey realiie dun. eu carn force a person who lurrhve eu tuh giiv eu up. nor force a person who no longer lurrhve eu tuhh do shho. iit sure hurts. buart cheer up. dhats nort end urf world. eu still hav fwens.

ii m kiinda hapiie at 1st. ii saw alort urf stars tuhhdae. dhen now darkker le. stars seem tuhh diisappear. althoughh eu're nort dhere. ii noe eu will biie dhere agaiin. riite? =]

ii guess ii will triie nort tuhh hurt muaiiself agaiin. ii will jushh lukk ferr derhh one who will nv makke miie criie . buart will dhere biie one? lurrhve iishh full urf contradiictiions.

2005-06-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

ermms. hadd biin crapiin siince 11+ ermms. thkks ahh benson korkor. hees. aniiweii. ii jushh thot. had ii biin slpiin vehhrie late? peeps all seem tuhh biie iin bed le. tuhhdae quiite hapiie coshh ii saw a BIG BRITE star jushh now~ ii was overjoyedd norhhs. hees. xD now zhiying wen offline le. benson korkor wen slp le. jiafeng nv online. ii'm bored le. buart hahas. ii tiink ii gonna slp soon. hees. aniiweii. wanna thk xinfang ferr dhat post. aii sii nii le~ n wanna watchh iinitial D wiif eu~ hehes. can horrs? haha . ii lurrhve eu guyys lort. ermms. ii m derhh sun n eu all iishh derhh flower. ii will oweii shiine ferr eu guyys. buart sumtyms dhat awful clouds blockked miie. buart dunchh ferrget. ii m oweiis dhere ferr eu~ hees. whhee. lurrhve eu all~ muarkks

2005-06-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

hahas. xiinfangg. ii wryte dhiis post ferr eu kiies? ermms. wadd can ii sae? bferr ii noe eu. ii m shho downn n sadd. buartt siince derhh 1st dae ii noe eu. ii bcum cheerfool lorts le. n ii realiie enjoy muaii self tokiin tuhh eu norhhs. realiie lykk eu alort. eu're derhh best meii who realiie helpedd miie emotiionaliie alort. hahas. still rmbr how we met? or rather how we noe eachh othha. hahas. tiink urf iit. vehhriie funiie. eu vehhriie pro lerhhs. still can fiind muaii blog. hahas. lii haii worrs. buart iishh lykk we noe eachh othha shho longg. buart we havenn miit~ hahas. buart ii realiie hadd alort urf fun tokiin tuhh eu . n ii realiie lurrhve eu huhhs~ jiemeii 184. smiile oweiis horrs. takkaiire lorts. aii sii nii le~

2005-06-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

hahahs. zhiying ahhs. ii saw derhh post le~ wahhahas. dediicate tuhh miie huhhs. shho swiit. xD dhenn dhiis post giive eu entiireliie barhhs. zhiying. ahhas. noe herr jushh yesterdae. hahas. bcoshh urf xiinfang norhhs. ii oweiis ferreberr c herr nickk gort abt zhiying de. shho vehhriie curiious who iishh dhhat person. dhen c herr testiimoniial all iishh frm zhiying oshho. hahas. dhen went tuh add zhiying norhhs. wahahhahs. dhen add iin msn oshho. dhen we started chattiin. dhen ii went tuh c her frenster piic. n shhe sae shun biian wryte testiimoniial shho ii shun biian wryte norhhs. dhen ii wen tuhh ahh fang meiimeii de blogg. dhen saw zhiying de liink. went tuhhh diisturb derh blog. dhen liinked her. wahhhas. frenliie huh~ lols. okiie done! muaii post iishh jushh ferr eu.

2005-06-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

Lmao~ lols. aniiweii. tuhhdae went coshhweii poiint. miit apple. walk walk. dhen cum bck hme. dhenn tchh her blogg de stufs. dhen driink campbell soup . lols. dhen go watch moviie wiif apple pear n strawberiie . lmao. dhen pear n strawberie scriimed. ii was lyk. erms iishh iit dhat scariie? aniiweiis ii watch ghost traiin. nort scariie! lame. but ii fiind iit entertaiiniin tuhh scare derhh both urf dhem. rofl~ lols. aniiweii. erms. dhen take bus hme. dhen go eat tai guo xiao chu. yummiie. ii lurrhve crabbs.~ hahas. ii tiink due tuhh xiinfang de iinfluence. ii lykk tuhh flood tagboards. omg~ lols

2005-06-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

shho sadd. it's at niite. ii'm shho bored. ii miis eu. ii realiie do. haiis. ii seem tuhh biie hapiie iin derhh morniin. whiie now shho moodiie. ii tiink ii m tiinkkiin urf eu huhhs. haiis. ii carn help iit. ii stil lurhhve eu. haiis. ii told muaiiself tuhh giiv up. haiis. ii carn do it. whiie diid eu. haiis. ferrgett. it.

hadd a niice chat wiif alort ppl. ii feel dhat ii neglected ycy korkor. haiis. buart hadd a realiie niice chat wiif yunfang meii. ken korkor. n poixin da sao. n vivian. n apple meii. =) dhat cheered miie upp. buart after dhey all go. haiis. sadd. lingz lurrhve stars. aiishiiteru nehhs. =] ii lurrhve starrs.

xinfang. siick? takkaiire. wo aii nii. hees. yao xiiang wo ~ =x

2005-06-18T04:31:00.000+08:00

ii'm bored. iit ishh 4. 34 iin derhh morniin. n ii haven slpp. n ii goiin out tuhhmorow. peeps gonna c miie yawn ferr tonns urff tym. lalas. >.< hadd plae maple. n lvled up. tuhh 12 -.- ii m still shho low lvl. argh! buart iishh hapiie cosh ii helped ah fang lvled tuhh! muahahhas. ii rawkks. xD ii dunchh actualiie. ii sarkk. hahas. ii rawk n sark. ii siiao liiaoo. jf lykk tuhh help miie cor ferr ambulance huhhs? hahas. muahahhahaha! lolx lmao. ltr canort do business xD jajajas. ii m lame. nonono ii gort hands n legs. ii carn stand myself. dhen sit down. or liie down. or even squat. or pai zai di shang lykk xiiao baii. or stiick on derhh wall lykk spiiderman. or jush fly lykk bat man! =.= lols. all iish jf tchh de huhhs. shho crapiie. crap saii. buart he vehhriie shii qiing hua yii de huhhs. ahhahahs. muahahhas. wahhhaha. wakkakaks. jajajajja. lalallas. ii m boredd. yawns. no one ish online. dunch feel lykk slpiin. ii wanna diie. tuhhdae no starss. ii m shho sadd. argh! lalalals. singapore's glass vehhrie expensiive. do eu guys noe wadd ii m crapiin? ii guess nort. ii m madd. ii m craziie. ii m siiao -.- diiao. hahaas. siian. lalallas

2005-06-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

dhere ish wae tuhh much tins ii wanna sae.
tuhh qiiuhan. meii. lurrhve iishh realiie selfiish. iit iishh sth dhhat onliie 2 peep can hav hapiie endiins. one dae eu will fiind derhh personn tuhh have dhiis endiin wiif eu. ii bliive suchh a prettiie gurl lykk eu will biie able tuhh fiind a niice guyy . ii noe eu will.
tuhh lydiia. jie. ii'm nort sure iif eu r makiin a riite deciision or r eu walkiin derhh wron weii. ii jushh feel dhhat iit doesnt seem riite. iif iishh bcoshh urf her dhhat made eu make suchh decisiion. ii feel shho sadd. ii dunchhnoe whiie. ii feel dhat she n hiim wun hav a hapiie endiin. iif dhats derh case. derh 3 urf eu jushh suffer. haiis. ii'm soraiie.
tuhh muaiiself. liing. eu're jushh a 3rd person. eu nv gonna understandd dhem. buart ii mushh sae. eu r a helpless person. eu helped nthh. haiis. eu cudnt helped aniibodiie. eu cuddnt help qh. cuddnt help lydiia. n cuddnt even help jf. eu sarkks. eu r jushh a fugliie sarkker. haaiis. biie bckk zii bii. haiis.
tuhh xiinfang regiina miichelle liinxiin deborah lihuii taniia poiixiin diinah qiiuhan lydiia kelly qiqiin haiiling . eu all meant shho muchh tuhh miie. plshh dunchh leave miie. ii lurrhve eu guyys tuhh muchh. aiishiiteru.

lurrhve. whiie r eu makiin ppl shho troubled. ppl r confused bcosh urf eu. whiie carn eu jushh let ppl biie hapiie. miiracles. whiie dunchh eu appear when we r shho troubled. whiie wunchh eu help. haiis. devil. whiie diid eu ruiin derhh relatiionshiips urf dhem. whiie eu broke dhem up.

ii dunchh noe whiie. ii jushh now after derh breaks ii have. ii look up. ii m no longer derhh frog iin derh well. ii understand derhh world. ii understand lurrhve. ii understand stufs. ii understand muaiiself. ii understand muaii frens. ii understand. ii fiinaliie do.

2005-06-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

diinah! ii've changedd muaii templates. ferr eu. ferr all muaii dear meii jiie. korr. dii. dhhey rawkks.
erms. lurrhve iishh selfiish. iit can onliie satiisfy 2 ppl. derh 3rd person iish bound tuhh get hurt. haiis.

2005-06-10T17:44:00.000+08:00

erms. wasnt kiinda free dhese daes. nn whadd more. muaii com was spoiil. hav tuhh use muaii bro's com. wahahhas. lets c. huhs. shho siian . xinfang sae ii vehhriie longg no update le. shho here ii m.
ii mushh sae ii lurrhve muaii jiie alort man. shhe iish derhh best jie ii've ever noe. ii miin muaii real jie. shhe vehhriie gudd huhhs. friidae brought miie out n spentt shho muchh moneyy on miie. ii lurhhve her damn muchh. saturdae ii stayed at hme all dae. shho siian. den sundae. ii skipped chiinese dance n wen suntec tuh support mr chong ferr derh bk faiir stufs. n gave benson hiis present . den wen jalan jalan wiif jiarong ashley chwan rong n wenxiao. yeapps. funniie guys. mondae till tuhhdae . ii hav dance practiice. at toapayoh. shho siian. vehhriie tiired norhs. ii surviived all daes. pathhetiic. kaiiyuann wen ferr 1 dae . den sae she siick. n diin go aniimore. huiling wen ferr 2 daes riite? buart after dhat oshho no go le. siick ii tiink. siian. buart now feel lykk goiin ferr more practiice. derhh practiice iishh tough. buart iish gudd norhs. hahas. xDD ii miishh all muaii fwens shho muchhs. haiis. lykk alort peeps ferget miie norhhs. haiis. shho sad. ii m loneliie. pathhetiicalliie zii bii huhs. dhhats miie. ii lurrhve muaii jie shho much. hahas. michelle jie. hapiie blated burfdae. diin get tuh wiish eu burfdae yesterdae. hope eu hapie ferever.

2005-06-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

tuhhdae had math remedial. haiis. shho siian. ii was doin derhh sum tchr askk us tuh do. ii was sho stressed. mai maths sux. ii carn do derh questions. ii duno whiie. ii wrote strange tin on a foolscap. den i started tuh draw circles. den ii wrote. fer help. ii wrote rc help jz help gj help imran help justine help. ii was reali tuhhpiid. ii carn do derh questions. algebra. used tuh bie nth tuh mie. buart now. haiis. ii sux. i carn concentrate animore. i m dyin.

2005-05-28T11:06:00.000+08:00

haiis. shho siian. yesterdae wen ferr miit dahh paren dae. hrmpfs. gort bck reportt bk. haiis. shho lousiie norhs. eng . b3 . hiigherr chiinese . a1 . math . a1 . sciience . b3 . geo . b4 . hiistoriie . a1 . liit . b3 . hme ec . a1 . art . a2 . overrall iishh 670.1 /900 . 74.5 % hrmpfs. siian diiao . shho omg lousiie norhhs. haiis. buartt ii was luckiie tchrr sae nthh muchh. muaii father askk nthh muchh tuhh. hahas. den ii wen tuhh eat at canteen. den muaii dad askk miie whethher ii wanna stae nn help. obviiousliie ii saiid yeshh! hahas. den eat . den taniia came tuh askk miie buyy sjab tiickketss. den aniitiin lorhhs. dere goes muaii $5 buckks. hrmpfs. den wen bckk klasrm . hahas. dey were playiin chiinese chess. n cover chess =x wahaha. gaii qii . lols. den datt chaiirmehh wen plae bball. ii hadd tuhh help tuhh giif dahh surveyy. iif nortt. ltr he tiio scoldiin. lalas. den ii wen plae chess. lose alort. buart gort wiin sum. arghs! ii omos wiin teckwaii de. den ii dunchh noe de haiiyos. hahas. den after dat. ard 6 + . dat choon han shho funiie norhhs. he kiip wantiin tuhh takke alort urff driinkks hme. hahs. den we were lykk wtf . norhhs. hahas. =x shho funiie narhs. shhou bu liiao. hahas . den miie n huiling n howard stae until everiitiin endd. den we wen mac eat. den wanna go c dahh head de. buartt wen dere. dahh head lykk gone le. canort fiind. haiis. den iishh lykk shho scariie . n huiling kiip screamiin. ii was shho scaredd norhs =x den wen hme. walkk past muaii hme. den peii huiling walk hme. shho scariie . dey kiip tokiin abt dose experiience urff eeriie tiins. ii was shho scared. den wen abiit siilent . den eu noe. at niite gort dose biird noiise or sthh. ii was shho friightenned. den ii kiip askk dem tokk. buart huiling toldd miie kiip quiiet. den askk miie lukk at left. omfg . iit was funeral. wah kaoo. shho damn friikiin god damnn scariie norhs. den ii was diiam diiao. den at trafiic liite dere. howard was bounciin dahh bal. shho erxiin. iishh lykk eu watchh dose ghost moviie gort dose chiild bounciin dah bal. den huiling askk hiim dunchh bounce. hahas. den he stop. den ii took bus hme frm huiling hse. datt howard. diie diie oshho dunchh wanna take bus. forget iit. den ii wen buy loliipop tuhh relaxx muaiiself =x hahas. den wen hme. ii was sho damn scared.
hahas. tuhhdae shho siian. now lykk havv feverr agaiin nehs. siian diiao. haiis. nvm norhs. hols le. shho wunchh diie de narhs. hahas. =x siian
ii lurrfe hiim. ii miis hiim. haiis. wunchh c hiim ferr 3 wkks norhhs. shho sadd. ii lurrfe hiim vehhriie muchh. haiis

2005-05-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

hrmpfs. shho siian. ii m bckk tuhh one dae one meal stuff. actualiie 2 meals barhhs. uhh nort sure norhhs. coshh yestadae ii ate muaii lunchh. den at niite eat bread stuffs. den tuhdae hadd lunchh agaiin. den jus now ate 2 breads. hrmmpfs. kiinda wanna sliim downn. uhhmm shho fatt norhhs. haiis. tuhhdae stayedd bckk tuhh watchh dahh uniiformm grp. hahas. actualiie onliie wana watchh ncc de. buartt dunchh wann ppl tuhh suspects sth. shho wen tuh watch npcc oshho . hahas. =x erms. den peii jiarong walk hme. actualiie wan waiit a whiile ferr hiim. buartt fiind no excuses ask jiarong stayy awhiile . shho nvm norhhs. buart ii realiie lurrfe hiim norhhs haiis.

2005-05-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

hrmpfs. tuhhdae huhs. thkks tuhh deb meii. ii hadd funn narhhs.
at 1st wenn eat . pasta. yumyum. hees. den wenn arcade. hrmphhf. muaii most hatted placce huhhs. buartt deb wan go. shho ii peii herr norhhs. den she dance. ii watchh nn eat swiit huhs. hurhurrs. =) den went watchh moviie. dahh echho. nortt niice larhhs. nortt scariie de. hrmpfs. buartt c deb xiia dao de lukk. vehhriie funiie =X hahas. yeahs.
den wen hme. shho siian. den wen eat agaiin. yumyum. buartt dunchh noe whiie ii was quiite full . diin evenn fiinishh halff urff dah riice. haiis. nvm norhhs.

2005-05-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

hrmpfs. jushh came bckk. yeapp. wen tuhh tokk wiif yijia at 12 nn. den we plae bball den tok agaiin. den wen ntuc buy swiits . den went her hse. plae com . den watch her plae xbox. den watch tv. den tok again . den wen tuh eat . den went hme. siimple n swiit.
ii tott ii wudd c eu. ii wen sumwhr shho damn eur hse. ii tot eu wud go tuhh dahh bball court. afterall eu diin. siighhs. ii miis eu. alortt . ii mus sae. ii lurrfe eu once. ii lurrfe eu still n ii lurrfe eu fereberr. haiis. whiie wun eu. =(

2005-05-21T15:50:00.000+08:00

mayb nort fated? haiis. yeapps. ii guess shho. thkks ferr makiin miie hapiie yesterdae =) thks ferr makiin miie sad tuhdae =( thks eu ferr everiitiin. ii realiie thkk eu.

2005-05-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

shho siian. ii was at hme rottiin all dae. n now iishh raiiniin. dunchh feel lykk goiin out. wad more. ii m lackk urff cashh agaiin. carnn go aniiwhrr. haiis. feel lykk seeiin sum one. hrmpffs. nvm. fergett iit. shho siian. ahhhhs. damn iit. friikkiin weathherr. sux norhhs. actualiie todae quiite =)) denn now siian til =(( liiaoos. arghhs. haiis. now. watchh the rain drop. tiinkiin urf hiim. shho siian =]

2005-05-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

todae ii hadd shho muchh funn. yeah.
mornin still okayy nahhs. den recess taniia giif miie ricola swiit. den poixin giif miie loliipop . yumyum hheees.. den chiinese. arghh carn control maiiselff. cryy agaiin. haiis. sobbs. mr chong. haiis. den after sch. stae bckk. denn actuali ish do ipw de. den ii slackk went plae chapteh. den dey buliie maii chapteh. makke spoiil lerhhs. buart nvm. ii had fun. den went fiitness corner. saw the ncc de ren. hahas. den went plae soccer. hahas. fun. ii was laffiin. den. wen borrow ball frm a qi hua de. den plae monkey. hahas. den plae plae plae. laff laff laff. we kiip sarbo-iing teckk hwee. yahs. den peii jiiarong go hme. den ii wen hme.
hees. ii m shho hapiie tuhdae huh. hehes. thkks ferr makiin miie shho hapiie ahhs. eu noe who eu r. =)

2005-05-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

todae. haiis. wen schh iin dahh morniin. den wen 2/4 clas fiind taniia. den giiv taniia dahh mentos ii owe herr. lols . yeahhs. den. recess ii nowadaes owaes go siit wiif nadiiahh deyy all. yeahs. everiitiin was fiine. until chiinese lesson. ii carn stand iit. mr chong iishh goiin le. shho ii was cryiin norhhs. den benson n teck hwee both lukk vehhrie sadd oshho . den muaii clas was still shho chheerfool norhhs. carn bliive iit. haiis. ii was cryiin n cryiin. den. fakke fakke lukk at txtbkk. den when stop at tchrr. wan cry agaiin. haiis. mr chong. maii gudd chiinese tchrr iishh goiin le. haiis. sobbs. he iishh a vehhriie gudd tchrr norhhs. haiis. cryys. tmr gortt hiis lesson agaiin. ii scaredd ii carnn standd iit norhhs. wahhs. mr chong can dunchh go marhhs? haiis. we all lurrfe eu norhhs. especiialiie benson norhhs. although he neberr sae aniitiin. buartt he lukk vehhriie upset. omos cryiin norhhs. haiis. mr chong ahs mr chong. we r realiie gonna miis eu lykk hell norhhs. we r realiie gonna b miisiin eu. after schh was hold up buaii dat freakkiin mrs selvan norhhs. haiis. freak norhhss. den wen eat . den was actualiie askked tuhh miit mdm leow. who noes. she neberr tell miie iishh iin anotha class. den ii wen hall waiit den call de waiit. den finaliie saw her norhhs. den she had a conversatiion wiif miie norhhs. den ii wen cwp wiif kaiyuann nn shuhuii. den we walk walk walk. den ii bought a necklace . yeah belle ii bought iit. yesh jessiie ii bought iit eu noe. lols. we 3 say wanna buy tuhhgatherr buart iin thhe ennd we bought iit at diifferent tymms lols. =) den eat tok wiif kaiiyuann. shhe shho gudd owaes peii miie. =) yeahs.
mr chong we all lurrfe eu . haiis.

2005-05-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

haiis. wadd ii usedd tuhh lukk forwardd iin schh iish. recess. now. ii onlii hope dere iisntt recess. ii used tuh hav eu n her tuh siit wiif miie. now. ii siit alone. ii noe wadd ii diid was wrongg. maybehh eu wun forgiif miie. buartt ii realii must sae. ii'm sorrae. ii miite neberr gett a chance tuhh sae dhiis tuhh eu. buartt ii wan eu tuhh noe. ii lykk eu now. as a fren. ii onlii hope we can b bckk tuhh fren. ii noe iit will neberr b dahh same. ii noe eu lost trustt iin miie. buartt. i jushh hoppe tuhh b eurr frenn. nthh muchhiies. haiis.

umm. tuhhdae ii gortt muaii bestiie surpriise. ii passed muaii geographyy. wow. dadt cheeredd miie upiies abiit . yeahhs. ii studiied onlii halff n hourr. n ii passed. buartt nortt vehhriie gudd norhhs. 20 half overr 35 . haiis. den othher resultts ii gort was hiistory. ii scoredd dahh same as lahhstt tym. 23 overr 25. ii at 1st gortt 21 de. ii was shho damnn diisapoiintedd norhhs. haiis. denn afterr datt.. go add markks. until 23. n another resultt ii gort bckk was engliish.. arghh. ii gortt 13 n half overr 25. att leastt passed. =x buartt gortt add otherr commponentts de. shho ii tiink datt will pull upiies muaii markss norhhs. hopefulii.

now ii mushh sae. ycy korrkorr. iishh muaii bestiie. chattiin pal. muaii bestiie budd. he iishh muaii lyff.. he rawkks. =)